Feel Trip

Just came back from my 3D2N graduation trip with my beloved crazy CC gang
somehow having a 'trip hangover' now and going through a feel trip..

happy, sad, excited, hopeful, thankful all at the same time..
all the feelings, so overwhelming.. 

a little emo that my uni life has ended..

i'm not sad because my uni life ended, i'm not sad because my uni life ended this way,
in fact, i am thankful and happy that this trip happened
it's both a happy and a memorable one..

i'm just sad that we said good bye for real this time..
i'm tearing up as i'm writing this because this is really not a good bye that i'm keen to say..
though we will meet again, but it's definitely not going to be the same anymore..
and it's gonna be a long time from now..

starting life all over again.. having to make new 'friends' at work..
learning new things again and not having the support you used to have..
having different life priorities.. different paths of life.. 
different ways of life and we'll all grow into different versions of ourselves..
how different will we be? will everything really 'still the same'?

i don't doubt our friendship but i am not going to underestimate the power of the society
and what it could do to somebody..

anyhoo, i'll be blogging about our very memorable graduation trip in a few days time..
for now.. just lemme go for this feel trip for awhile..

-Chi Yan-