post-valentines random entry!

random random random post
so random i think im almost drunk
I DID NOT DRINK btw~

im happy today :D

i'd figured that i always need reassurance, else i'd feel insecure one way or another
whether it is something u say or do,
as long as it reassures me of something, i'd feel better one way or another 

up to you if you wanna reassure me of things im unsure
and up to me to believe what what you're trying to assure me

despite all that have been happening lately which has been making me feel really down
and really just begin to doubt myself and also doubt people around me
i feel happy after scrolling through my timeline on facebook

im being reassured that i'm generally a good friend in some ways :)

im still trying to figure out certain stuff but..
certain stuff sent to me makes me feel better one way or another
it may be in the past, but the assurance was there
i felt better to some certain extent :)

sometimes i wish i can just forget everything lo
it seems soooooooooooo easy only...
but im afraid i'd be hurt all over again -_-
so scumbag brain says no...oh well..

and then...
im gonna be missing a trip to sepang with my homies like mabel, nicole, kushaal, cheryl and becca..
thats gonna be lotsa fun im missing
BUT my bestie shye wei is coming over to my house this weekend to spend some time with me :D
im such a lucky girl :D

oh oh some random stuff
i have to remember before i mess up calling my darlings, baby :X
i have my darlings, my dear, my homie , my 'baby' , my love, and sometimes mum too!
ok not baby as in my child but a babe-y kinda thing xD
im not les but yeah, u peeps, my loved ones should know how much u mean to me ;)
oh u might not even get me
its late i think im getting 'drunk' too HAHAHAHA

OH OH AND!
valentine's day is over
and... im still single C:

p/s: excuse the randomness, i literally dont know what im doing xD but im happy today :D thats good enough i guess?

-Chi Yan-