yet another random blabbing post

despite it being a great day today (saturday), it still sucked at the end of the day x)

while listening to music to unwind for the day...
i made a to-do list for myself for the last day of CNY holidays a.k.a tomorrow
and that is...

(so far)
1. finish all the tutorials that i should/know how to do
2. update on the english/IS/CT assignment progress and keep it on track as much as i could
3. sleep

because week 6 is here... half an assignment needs to be due
which is a computer technology proposal...
and well... some are missing in action and very busy due to CNY.. not being able to bother/contributing much
and those who contributed are still trying to contribute some more other ideas
but are having some sort of 'idea block'

not that i'd blame anyone..cause everyone is so disoriented due to holidays..
feeling lazy and... 'floppy'(is that even a word? no?) x)
even i'm feeling all fuzzy and lazy xD

prolly the CNY style of food intake is affecting it HAHAHAHAH xD
ok that's a lame joke ._.

oh and what if i say my psychology mid term is the week after? :)
i cannot afford to lose focus at this time..

priorities priorities..
not everyone knows how to choose their priorities right...
me included ._.
a good example:
there are SO many times i chose something else over my sleep
like now.. i chose to summarise my thoughts for the day before i sleep..
which is a BAD choice for physical health.. good choice for mental health haha

bottom line, peeps, choose your priorities right!

some recent happenings regarding priorities...
you know, people making promises they can't keep..
Rule #1 to making a promise: DON'T make promises you can't keep!
not only it make people doubt..
to some certain extend, it IRRITATES people... :/

and if it were me, i'd doubt the person
these doubts tend to grow and sprout into hatred/anger..
not that i wont forgive em'.. but i definitely wont forget
especially if its repeated mistake!

all these bad stuffs really triggers the negativity in me *facepalm*
sigh.. life.. -_-

i was wondering if this is what you call a First World Problem?

oh well....

and oh.. i started playing maple again because i found out i still could get the 'transform' form of a viper even after justice patch :D
currently at lvl 107... just 13 more levels to have a chance to get it!!!
ok its not that easy ._.
but yeah.. i've been wanting it since last year! (literally)

and....

'and this little doubt is beginning to shatter every bit of trust i have in you..'
i've been overwhelmed by all sorts of emotion recently..
stress probably? (yeap, definitely some FWP there)
decided to pour it out on my trusty ol' guitar and well yeah....
that's a start :D

btw, i dont compose songs because i cant sing
i compose the melody of the song :D
in other words, i make my guitar sing the words for me :D
well im still an amateur in all these music stuff and my guitar skill still SUCKS...
but expressing it on my guitar did help me a lot C:

but up till today, i never had the determination/inspiration finish up a composition of my own ._.
because the feelings pass, it fade off before i could finish HAHAHAAH
fail :X

p.s: brushing all aside..heads up! will be posting about a small hang out i organized at me house! stay tuned lol?

-Chi Yan-