suitors? oh sure...

i couldnt say it 100% for sure
because they didnt say it directly to me..
though its indirect but hell yeah its obvious... darn obvious

i can feel that these 2 guys whom i've been interacting with these few weeks
are trying really hard.. in fact.. too hard
to get close to me..

i would have never suspected anything
and i would still talk to them as a friend
if they didnt continuosly take a step closer and closer to me each day..

'good night honey chi yan'
'good night *insert heart*
seriously? dont you think its a little bit too much? :O
i dont think we're even at a level of being close friends..
just normal friends you see.. :/
true that i know you at least 6 months
but hey, we dont even say anything more than a hi at uni... *facepalm*

you see....
replying and talking to them only gives them a chance to get closer
not replying would just make me an ass

because they didn't say it directly
i cannot reject directly either

but it just feels so uncomfortable ):
having 2 person who you have no special feelings towards them
who messages you everyday
and almost every hour as long as you appear online on facebook..
and when you dont appear online, they text you :/

im not complaining that i have 2 'suspected' suitors at the moment
but then again if it so happens to be true..
i'd said no to both of them :/

sorry..but they just aint my type.. :/

so in the end, i'd better be mentally prepared incase anything 'special' happens..
just incase ;)

-Chi Yan-