summary of the week

so......
a little summary of my week

my marketing presentation
which went fine
i didnt especially outshine myself or anything like that
just a moderate 50/50 thing

but i gave myself 80
for my bravery of NOT saying the wrong thing
and also to be able to LOOK at my audience
not sure did i shiver like how i did for my public speaking
but heck yeah i know it was fine
and better than i imagined it to be..

though there was some error information wise
but yeah its over now
and im just so damn glad of the fact that its over..

afterall, my dear marketing lecturer said it was a good presentation overall C:

and then..............
we decided to do a christmas inspired drama for my ECS assignment
im KINDA looking forward to it :)
will update about it when theres updates/progress about it heh ;)

and then moving on
was my dear friend, jean wern's bday
i kinda have a feeling she didnt had the mood for it
but yeah i gotta try :P

so..
collaborated with my other friends nikki,nana and shinyi
and did a parody of Dumb Ways to Die by Tangerine Kitty
and from her 'reaction'.. its a good news i guess?
so i guess its a wrap! :)
links over here.... incase you're curious :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X6r1ONkvva4&feature=youtube_gdata_player
all copyrights reserved to their rightful owners!
whether its the tune of the songs
or the pictures!

and then bout 25 more days im sitting for my second sem finals

and the timing is REALLY REALLY shitty
with an evening paper on New Years Eve
and well 3/5 of my exams are evening paper..
troublesome shit
on the bright side though, is that
my brain kinda works better during evening/night
so hopefully it helps?
and i would get more rest? O.O
hope its good
pray for the best! ><

and one more thing to say before i go...

heres a little piece of my mind
a side you would rather not see than how i usually potray myself everyday
from what i observed
this little friend of mine..
whenever she sleeps late, something is wrong
and i..just..honestly..sincerely..died a little on the inside
when i read a little piece of her mind
something inside of me just got struck...real hard
and it hurts, oh yes it does
not to the point i would cry out loud
but yeah i know im crying on the inside
pain..

it left me wounded a little, and i dont know how it would heal
how would i ever look at it the same way again?
but i think i know what i should do..

perhaps there are things better not said
i dont exactly have a person to turn to right now at this moment
so perhaps this little blog of mine
and with the limited vocabulary of mine
am i able to express this almost indescribable feeling

i just really feel a need to grow up very soon..
to grow up for everything..

Good Night... (if only im able to sleep tonight)
Microeconomics and macroeconomics presentation tmr
though im not the speaker..

Signing Off,
-Chi Yan-