dance for drama? :/

so.. here we go..
again with my ECS drama..

Alice.. so im the bitchy dumb-blonde Alice..
how 'convenient'..

first i had to wear costumes..
then i had to sing horribly
and i have to dance... as in dance nicely..

ok.. singing horribly is a piece of cake..
i can do that no problem

i do mind wearing costumes part.. and shiz like that
dont ask me why... its just not my thing..
so a little inner-rejection thing which i do not dare to say much about
because i simply do not want to piss someone off..
and i consciously know i was close to doing that the other day..
but ok..still bearable.. i can live through that

and then comes to a dance..
bloody hell
people complain about having to dance horribly/embarassing
and i, here, complain about having to dance properly
simply because of 2 reasons
1. I do not know how to dance
2. I do not have enough time to practice a short and easy but impressive dance

having a rehearsal tmr
and then it seems
both is equally difficult
whether having to dance properly
or having to dance horribly
 
yes, its that difficult for me..

but anyhow, i have to pull it off somehow
and nobody gives a fuck on how im going to do it
people just expect me to... just do it...
im sorry but thats how i feel ):

so anyhow, i have to try to live up to that expectation
so im working on a short approx. ~20 sec robot dance
which is difficult for beginners to learn D:
i cant be doing any physical/sexy dance
cause that'd be obscene
i mean.. i saw how the costumes im supposed to wear look like D:

so a robot dance it'll be
i hope i get to pull it off
i dont even have any simple dance basic knowledge
like dahell..

stealing some moves from T-ara's Sexy Love
and hopefully can 'implement' it to Skrillex's Ruffneck dubstep music

wish me luck..

oh i just forgot, i have to memorise the script for practice tmr as well..
so much for being Alice :/

off to practice my dance..
(yes i practice at night so my parents wont see what shit i have to do at uni)

-Chi Yan-