May is here

So today is 30th of April which is my nasty but awesome friend, Becca's birthday.

Just wanna say Happy Birthday! God Bless You.. although you might not see this but its the thoughts that count afterall (:

So, May is here...
and it means mid year exams are coming
preparation?
nothing (:

don't know why i couldn't slap myself awake
awake from this shit attitude of mine..
i really don't know why..

couldn't explain myself..
yet couldn't force myself to study..

is this what you call the ups and downs in life?
is this my downfall? ):

wish someone could guide me through this..
yet only wishing alone don't do me any good..

oh well...
life playing a fool on me?

-Chi Yan-