but every inch, every corner of my mind says otherwise
i let my mind win..
and i will continue letting it win..
until i think following my heart is for the better
just figured i got deleted..
i can't be sure but the probability are too damn high..
though im hurt, and confused as to what/why it happened
but that's ok...
i don't know why it was done
but if you didn't take initiative to tell me..
whatever it is, some glitch/mistake/test/on purpose/whatever
fine by me
i was telling a friend about my dream...
that weird dream of mine... the one with the empty purple envelope with a silver heart..
no matter how much i want to think of it as some sort of dejavu..
no matter how much i want to believe its dejavu...
no matter how much i want the meaning behind the dream to be true..
i know it shouldn't be that way..
yes.. there's some mind battle in my head as i typed that out
i still want to believe its true... but no..mind > heart
she's right
i have used so much energy to overcome the sadness
especially when im so damn stupid (or just really loyal) to hurt myself by going back again and again
"once again, girl, u deserve better (:"
really, i do? -Chi Yan-
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