the best diary

2.50am

the best diary is not my diary
its not my blog

my best diary has always been my mind
a.k.a myself

nobody would find it
nobody would figure it out
nobody else other than myself would know

then i can say all i really want without hurting anyone
and when im disatisfied
i'd always be right in my mind
and that eases off a lot of my tensions

would have nobody telling me hurtful stuff in my mind
would have nobody interupting my train of thoughts
would have nobody yelling illogical stuff
... lets just say theres a free flow of my thoughts there...
no restrains :)

well.. other than flashbacks of course -_-
scumbag memories

nobody is going to figure out what i have in my mind now
ain't nobody gonna succeed this time
im just gonna keep it in my mind

2 options
1. until i explode (which i dont intend to do)
2.  until i digest it

and when i say digest, it can mean many things
and i dont intend let anyone find out how im going to digest what has been happening to me these days

thats my mind for you..
thats me. :)

'hidden'
-Chi Yan-