and you're gonna tell me.. for God's sake its not gona end yet? haha
If it happens to be the end of the world, then alright, let it be the end of the world. :)
i mean who knows, i might be a survivor like this doomsday movie and all :D
If its not, then let this post just be another post to welcome the new year as an 18 year old :D
we'll see!
This is the really long post that I promised from my prev post.
Whether today is the End of the world or not, we all can't be too sure
So, why risk it?
nobody can stop it if it really does happen :P
so, confession time!
not that everyone i point to will read it,
and i dont think its possible to list everyone i know
so, if you happen to know me, chi yan,
and reading my blog this very moment without my consent,
and so happen your name did not appear in this post...
i'd like to apologise for my mistake and for being careless
but i guessed you probably over estimated my brain power haha x)
OR.. i just really dont like you x)
SO......
so since this is promised to be a REALLY long post
i cant expect everyone to read EVERYTHING
but of course if u'd want to read everything i have nothing against that ;)
skip those that isnt for you if you dont want to go through all the trouble x)
JUST LOOKIE FOR YER' PICTURE WITH ME :D
btw, no, this is not a suicidal post :P
i just wanted to have no regrets, just in case ;)
woooweee! so here i go!
from left: me,mama,papa and bro ;) [not that you dont know HAHA!]
Firstly, to my family. Dad and mum, I love you guys for everything.
I'm sorry that i had been so ignorant all these while and never see the things that you guys gave me.
because I always compare myself with others, but then till i realise everything, i know you guys love me, and sometimes u hurt me because everyone has their bad moods
just like how i piss you guys off sometimes as well.
but now i see it, i love you guys. i guess its not too late to realise it right? :)
i know you guys are excited to see me graduate
so, if the world aint ending yet, i'll make sure u see me in graduation robe 3 years later :)
and i'll repay as much as i could for everything u guys given me <<3>
and to my bro, you have been the pin in my ass for at least 16 years now
life would be so dull without you :P
never another person in the world has annoyed me as much as you do! :P
also, i wouldnt have a person to talk to till really late
about our stories and gossips and schools and stuff C:
hope you know, i love you as a sis from the bottom of my heart
just that i dont really show it ;)
moving on to my relatives
my dear rosie ah yi, thank you for giving me the extra love
i know you always pamper me since young C:
treating me to some good food that my parents would never bring me to try!
like Saisaki buffet, Victoria Station, Italy food, Indian food with banana leaf, TGIF
and some other memorable ones!
never heard from you lately!
but im pretty sure everything is fine!
hope you get new boyfriend soon! :P
maternal relatives ;)
grandma, uncles, aunts, cousins, nieces, nephews!
though your questions do piss me off sometimes,
but thank you for letting feel how does the warmth of BIG family feels like
with all the CNY celebrations and food
and just the sake of crowding with people who shares the same related-blood :)
without this BIG family,
never would i have played with candles, lanterns, eat moon cake, make glutinous rice balls, fire crackers, hide and seek, played poker cards, played pokemon cards, played our story roles, attempt to catch birds, fly kites, barbeque, steamboats, play bumper car at genting together! ETC. x)
6 Gemilang 2006. SKBBSP1. spot me HAHA
photo credits to Michelle Khong
photo credits to Michelle Khong
moving on to my school-ing life :)
back in primary school,
that'd be Pui Yee, Nicole Look, Vivien, Leena, Syariffah, Eddy, Robin, Calvin, Karthiga, Denielle, Michelle Khong, Carmen, Sankarie, Anita, Sook Yii, Fiona, Amira, Jing Jia, Xiao Fang, Shameer, Nasif, Li Jien, Daryl, Xe Sie, Kisho and.... more :D
all throughout my entire primary school
with what little memory I have left..
i'd remember how we played house, attend music class, go for PJ, catching ladybugs, how YOU people scare me with tadpoles and frogs, how i perform the melodeon/melodian (however you spell it) with some of you guys for hari anugerah cemerlang, waved the GIANT country's flag during merdeka :D.. and definitely definitely MORE HAHA
stuffs that are down the memory lane, all flowing in my head now one by one :)
never had a chance to say thank you for all those stuff that took 6 years of my life..
doubt u'll never see this x)
but this is a special shout out to Kisho, this is as surprising as it is for me as it is for him
i still remember how our BM teacher insisted that we write a short paragraph
about 'orang yang saya paling suka di dalam kelas ini'
nobody knew it was gonna be given to us on last day of school..
we thought it was homework so everything was formal..and insincere in a way?
but never would i have expected to receive anything
especially one from a guy like him, doubt he'd ever find my blog and be able to read this..
lost contact boooooooooooo!
but if so happen you're reading, :)
thank you for everything you wrote because im pretty sure and i can feel that its not lying? x)
and for the fact i'd never receive such compliments from a guy before? hahaha x)
wouldnt want me annoucing what you wrote now huh.. too cheesy x)
then to few of my fav primary school teachers..
BM teacher Pn Rosnani for encouraging me to the point i got A for UPSR :D
and english teacher Ms Cindy..
Pn Paramjit my maths teacher heh ;)
and my library teacher Pn Soh for giving me a chance to be a librarian :D
moving on to high school that took 5 years of my life..
not sure HOW many would see this but here I go :P
listing whoever pops in my mind!
shout out to some of my classmates throughout my high school life!
Shye Wei, Char Lie, Yen Ling, Marianne, Su Wen, Siew Thong, Char Nie, Timothy and moreeee
'jahat terpendam' buddy!
photo credits to Marianne!
photo credits to Marianne!
i know.. we never got to.. ponteng class
and go study sejarah in the library ):
and to be 4Belian and 5Belian buddies!
Cheryl , Rebecca, Nicole Chew, Suet Yee, Kushaal, Dao Zhung, Mabel, Pei Sak, Yasmeen, Marlina, Mathu, Matthew, Mok, Wai Fun, Jazz Ying, Jin Jin, Yee Ai, HEH! :D
eh.....
to my friends i meet at me school clubs C:
Ginnette, Mei Yan, Brenda, Aileen to name a few ;)
a huge thank you to some of my favorite teachers..
Pn Azlin, Pn Faridatul, En Khairil, Ms Mimi, Ms Esther, Pn Jeannie... :)
pushing me further everyday :D
and my prefect friends.. shout out to 2 of my juniors!
Chen Yee and Heng Yee! the cream of the crop...er.. my EX-sector that is (i retired already lah x) )
my 2 very awesome juniors/FRIENDS :D,
i'd know the both of u would make it to the top posts ;)
also my ex-seniors of course x)
and camping too! i only attended 2 camps in my entire life..
and 2 of it is organized by prefects :D
one at school
one more at Kem D'Perkasa, Gombak
super cool experience at Gombak!
but i think i already blogged about those 2 camps before..so lets skip it :)
prefect commitees, AJKs
thank you for all the experience..
holding events, performing dramas, electing new AJKs, countless meetings and lunch together
arguments in such things are almost unavoidable
so let it be a lesson to me and to all ;)
a little surprise here..
to my ex, thank you for teaching me 'lesson'
but of
thank goodness i only lost my first prom dance to you ;)
or else it'd be ALL a waste
im on my way now..
waiting to be 21 to get over you like TOTALLY :P
then 3 months working experience at The Store at Sri Petaling
met my dear Kak Lili, Kak Kasturi, Atie, Amira, Atira, Kak Luwa,
Edison, Siti, Munira, Farizul, Syafikah
heh...
now im all grown up and am a university student now :DDDD
though i only attended university for about 6months so far..
but i guess none of you would experienced what i did with my friends and VICE VERSA
we're all too awesome people HAHAHAHAH
shout out to my first few friends i met!
who sat the WRONG bus to SS17 instead of Asia Jaya with me xD
Yuh Jing, Sin Wai, Hui Ying and Angel xDDD
orientation/ice breaking friends :D
Li Yeng, Choo Hou, Meng Jiun, Beh(Bear), Jie Wei, Chin Inn, Alex and some other which lost contact xD
haha such bad memory i have :P
but seriously, there was a tremendous amount people i met in that one single day
and made friends almost instantly.. so yeah..
lost contact = forget!
and thennnnnnnnnnnn!
SOMEMORE LAH!
Wen Jing, Xin Yi, Kathleen, Yiqian, Zean Ying, Audrey, Stephanie, Zin Yau, Crystal, Christine,
PMP new friends x)
Ah Chye, Alvin, Wilson, Yu Wei, Rong Zhen, ah Ban, Shaun, Amirul, Jane, Ah Ye...
omg the list is never gonna end.....
so lets move on > <
from left: jivee and i
photo credits to Nicole Chew
heeheee, My Peer Mentor, Jivee! :)
thank youuuuu for making me feel NOT alone on my first day in UTAR :)
that 'support' u gave me was definitely more than enough to keep me going :D
and now im in sem 2 and almost done, and you're moving to your degree
so i WISH YOU THE BEST :DDDD
if some of u'd been reading EVERYTHING i wrote,
then some of you'd probably wonder..
where am i?? O.O
WHY NO SAY ME?
well, thats because its special!
SO MORE SPECIAL STUFFFFF HEHHHHHHHH!
firstly, to my best friend, HAN SHYE WEI! :D
i love this photo too much... too natural.. too 'us' xD
i love this photo too much... too natural.. too 'us' xD
firstly, to my best friend, HAN SHYE WEI! :D
heh, i know we've been through a lotand there probably isnt a proper word to describe the roller coaster shit we've been through together..
all the ups and downs and ups and downs!
misunderstands and arguments!
laughters and tears of joy! :)
skyping till midnight and hours on the housephone!
playing games on MSN!
MAPLESTORY TOGETHER!
and just SO FREAKING MUCH MORE!
I write a book as long as breaking dawn also cannot finish OK? XDDD
thank you for everything :)
not sure if you ever read the long messages i sent to u via fb
but if u didnt..
then sorry for giving up.. giving up on being your listener when u needed me
i feel REALLY guilty! if there'd be a way i could at least compensate as much as i could
let me know :)
and..... if the world doesnt end, u better spare more time for me ok?
if not im gonna go to ur house and whoop ur ass ;D
less merlin! xD kidding lah.. just enjoy what you like :P
from left: Nicole, apple juice thing, me
at Padi House, Sri Petaling
photo credits to Nicole Chew
to my another best friend,
this one, very special one lo..NICOLE CHEW YEE KER! HAHAAH
tall, pretty,sexy, hardworking,smart ALL IN ONE PACKAGE LO!
the boyfriend very lucky :X
hehe, nicoleslaw salad chew ah..
you are my intervention during form 4 :)
like suddenly 1 good friend drop from sky to me lo
though we have our arguments sometimes
because of what i said and also what u said
but mainly because you are one of those few people who really really tell me the truth one lo ;)
It hurts sometimes la, but i like it better than cover with lies! :D
u say before one.. u will only tell me white lies..
sooooo, i believe its for my own good heh! :D
also thanks for teaching me many theory and making me see things in a different way :)
whether in utar or in life..
hohoho.. i know you dont believe the world will end
so, i have to wait for ur *cough*wedding*cough* dinner and ur graduation ceremony HOHOHO
YOU HAVE MY SUPPORT! ;D
but seriously, thanks for everything up till now lah! :D
same case, i write as long as Breaking Dawn also cannot finish because theres still A LOT MORE TO GO! ;) so much more okay???
:)
and this little thing..
thank you VERY VERY VERY much
at first i open i see the top.. i was like nothing lah
then second round i open i saw all the words
i was very very shocked :)
but after i read everything i was very touched :')
but i didnt cry la cause u wrote there and asked me not to cry
so i didnt :)
but i really was very very touched :')
really, you dont need to be rich to make me happy
this one come frmo your heart.. i VERY happy already :)
keke.. i dont really have much close friends
or should i say, i slowly lose my close friends one by one sometimes
because its either we lost contact, different class, different school, people focusing studies/career
either one ;)
but heres one woowee! MABEL CHEW XIN YI!
this one is my homie hahahah! also my scorpio buddies!
for sharing good stuffs,good food,good stories with us back in school
and giving me advice/opinion in a scorpio's point of view ;)
rare to have someone close to your mindset/thinking ;)
heck yea.. shes the one who completed 2 of me stuffs!
1 is breaking dawn.. completing my twilight book set
1 is a guitar strap.. completing my guitar C: (since i already have a capo and a stand and a pick)
lovey dovey you so muchie and miss you like helllllllll!
come back already then tell me! i wanna treat you lunch! HAH! :D
then... my angel friend..
super smart, super sweet, super kind!
LOK YEN LING WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D
the secret ninja daikon
always supporting me de... :P
so our secrets just leave it like that OKAY??
a guy friend.. Mr KUSHAAL :P
school mate.. colleague.... meh!
me closest uni buddies
photo credits to nana/kath ;)
photo credits to nana/kath ;)
and to my dearest and closet friend from uni,
i hope that 'status' doesnt change much in the future :)
shin shyuan...jean wern..nana... and shinyi :)
from left: me, shin shyuan
like a boss heh!
like a boss heh!
this is LEE SHIN SHYUAN! ok make it Nikki or R___ hoho...
i know you dont believe the world will end
but just want to you know i'll alwaysssssss be here :)
dont say i stalk your blog lah D:
i very hurt one okay? i care for you only mah x)))))
because there are things u hideeeee, i stalk only i know! :X
okok.. dont say stalk lah k?
just wanna say a big thank you :D
for the support andddd for being there :D
i know.. we only know each other for about 6 months so far..
the first time i'd saw you.. i'd thought you freaking shy chinese girl!
so timidd.. and the rest was history .. no need me to say :X
dahell suddenly u are a 'rockstar'! suddenly so craazy so random! WTHHH
ok..skip that.. we all know that already
lemme tell you something you may not know.. eh-heh
u're cute... really cute...in your way...
and u stress up really really easily..
but im here.. u can count on me no matter how much i annoy you ;)
theres still a side of me who really really care
like u mah sista u know homie?
because u reaaaaly remind of me of me bestie heh :)
and because u been reallly nice to me so u deserve to be treated well
and this urge to be the big sista and protector thing just kicks in everytime i see a '):' face
but sorry lah i have bad temper.. this one i cannot help
so if i ever did offend you in anyway, from bottom of me 'cute' heart
sorry :)
just so you know but yeah.. im STILL ALWAYS ONE call away..or..
one viber message away *derp* xD
and also sorry the other day for throwing a tantrum after drama practice ><
i know you got mad at me..
and i was sorry for accusing you of 'being hired'
it was ALL misunderstanding
because i thought jean wern whispered in your ears
and asked you to 'interogate' me.
turns out its another thing..
please forgive me :'(
and also generally sorry for annoying you without me even realizing it
smoetimes i do things without thinking..
so yea... much apologies x(
and please take care of yorusself? since u always fall sick and all D<
but anyway, AIYAH! the conclusion: IM HERE IF U NEED ME unless you dont want me only HOHO! :D
please.. no negative please... im straight thank you.
next up... FUIYOH LIEW JEAN WERN
ini budak ganas ini.. mau cakap pun kena jaga sikit
ok i know u feel like smacking me now
but please dont? pain ):
im so cute right? C:
again, like i said, i met u during orientation...
first impression: GANGSTER
second impression: COOL
third impression: woi.. ini budak giler sikit ni...
and up till now: SO JEAN WERN xD
u have ur style and i have mine so.. its no biggie if our personality clash sometimes :P
im lembik tofu u da iron tofu
u know.. strong front.. but soft inside? ;)
YES ur iron tofu because u have this heart for the littlest animal whether harmful or not..
so yeah.. that makes u iron tofu now :P
im so cute right? C:
yes.. first i spread the 'i forgot to zip my bag' disease
and now its 'im so cute right?' disease
HAH BEAT THAT BERLINDA! GAHAHAHA
i know the recent 'heat up' had almost been a nuclear bomb
allllll because of a small miscommunications
so.. NEXT TIME ASK ME TO EXPLAIN PROPERLY LA D:
HEH! i wait u skyrim my Dovahkiin!
WE SHALL DOMINATE SKYRIM WITH ULFRIC MUAHAHAHAH *cough* *clear throats*
thank you for everything so far la! :D
whether its the 'support' or the ride u gimme to asia jaya C:
*squeeze* LOVE YA! :D
and one last time.. IM SO CUTE RIGHT? C:
actually i think the disease only attack on u xD
from left: nana and me :D
photo credits to nana!
photo credits to nana!
WASSUP YO'!
got study a not YO'! HAHA JUST KIDDING!
Hip hop chi yan currently unavailable 8)
i think i told you the reason why i dont call u Di
so that'd be interesting ;)
me first impression on you is le CHAINESE
who claims to be DIYANA and i thought u chinese cant pronounce ur name PROPERLY
AS IN I REALLY THOUGHT YOU'RE DIANA XDDD
LAUGH LAH LAUGH! VERY FUNNY LAUGH!
eh-heh SO thanks for 'pampering' me..
and talking to me when i needed to talk to someone ;D
and giving me supportttttt
dont worry i support u also HAHAHA
and being the only 'real-life elmo' i know in the world x)
seriously, nobody i know can imitate elmo as much as you do D:
and ur mama is awsum C:
never as open as that to an adult before in my life xD
the only photo of me and shinyi individually xD
photo credits to nana/shinyi
HAI SHINYI :Dphoto credits to nana/shinyi
me first impression on you is le lansi + NERD
HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAH k im serious lah! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
cause... u sit in front of the table row....
and then ah.. when i say hi to u and u were like..
HOW U KNOW MY NAME
im like..duh..name tag? XD
no i didnt say that.. i said something else i forgot
then after i know u more and more
then of course change dy lo..
one day invite us to shinyi's lair ok? :D
I WAIT U INVITE ME DRINK COFFEE
ok dont want coffee.. i will go hyper..tea will do xDDD
GAHAHAHAH
ok hehehe sorry for bullying ur height all the while xD
i just meant to tease you
no intentional harm was intended
sorry if offended you eh? ;)
and thank you for being so motherly :'D
also a HUGE apology on the commotion about our ECS drama
sorry for being so.... bitchy? childish?
meh i dont know what to say but..
i kinda explained to jean wern about my 'problem'
so.. its cleared up
and its over already anyway :)
but still sorry if i pissed anyone of you off because of that
really truly sorry! :')
so many more people to thank but i aint got time for that ;)
not that everyone will appreciate what they reaed anyway HAHAH
just so you know..
everything is written sincerely from my heart :)
I LOVE YOU GUYS :D (Y)
and in the case that life goes on
and world dont end
take this as a thanksgiving thing :D
or as a christmas gift
or year end confession thing ;)
i mean.. i really dont believe it will happen
but if it does.. I WILL survive
but the thing it.. we will lost direction ma..
u think GPS can use meh?
so the chances tosee you guys again very low right?!
no roads no nothing
HOW TO SEE! BOOOOO!
see what i did there? :)
extra extra bonus,
inbox/text/sms me ANY question you wish me to answer HONESTLY
but please dont abuse kay? ask PROPER questions k? :)
and i will gladly answer you honestly ;)
no exceptions! no matter who is it from :)
yay! so 21-12-12
LET'S SEE WHETHER ITS THE DAY! :)
p/s: NO PHOTO RIPPING ALLOWED! SOME OF THEM ARE NOT EVEN MINE! SHOO!
-Chi Yan-
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