the way i write!

let me tell you something..

sometimes when i read back my own blog posts
i ask myself
'why la you write like that?'

whenever/however i blog
its all based on my mood/feelings
because i tend to write more about my feelings ._.
sometimes even going into the juicy details x)

the way i blog would be how a songwriter write songs
i need inspirations
and the right mood/time x)
such a fussy person i am :P

eventhough sometimes there are things in my mind i wanna blog about
when i dont have the mood
no matter if i login my account
and start composing a blog post

the words doesnt come out the way i want it to sound
gah! its difficult to explain this one
but whenever that happens
it feels like whatever i type
it doesnt seem to be the way i want it to look/sound like
not sure why
but it just doesnt seem to interpret exactly what i wanna say :O

maybe thats why some post sounds very formal
because i want it to sound like that? xP

bah anyway
this post itself sound a little awkward to me
but i guess i just answered my own question :D

actually i have a post i really wanna talk about but dont have the mood/time to blog about ..
its about 'Fast paced vs Slow paced'
typical situations people face :/

i kept that in my drafts a few days already..
aiyo..
i'll get it done soon kay? :D

meanwhile...
i'll be preparing my script for my first ever Public Speaking
my topic is:
'Handwriting; how does it show your personality?'

i hope people are looking forward
because im kinda excited (to get it over with) :'D
I just hope i dont over practice and sound like a dead nut on the day itself!

Cheers!

-Chi Yan-