party~

Yesterday, Cheryl organized a party/picnic/gathering/etc. at her place

knowing that it'll be hectic day for me due to the unscheduled cancellation of utar bus service
which also means i have to walk/take taxi to the LRT station to get home..
and walking takes 15-20minutes
so, imagine the distance i have to walk ;)
the night before, i actually already had the decision in my mind
and that is not to go for it..
because i thought i'd be too tired for anything

on the day itself, my classes basically ended at 3.30pm
found a companion and walked to the lrt station together
when i got on to the train
i thought to myself: 'will i disappoint anyone if i dont go?'
it was dilemma.. i never found the answer to that question

well, i wanted to stick to my decision made earlier
so i thought it'll be more polite if i inform them that i am not going
so i tried calling cheryl
and nobody answered
tried calling most of them who is going but nobody answered
feeling a little 'forgotten' i tried calling again
but when i heard everyone saying hi
everything just said: 'go!'

thank goodness i decided to bring the swimming suit
because i did suspect that i might change my mind ._.

but anyway, reach cheryl's house at about 5pm
said hi and stuff like that..
and off we went to the park for a picnic~~~
eat and eat and went back to cheryl's house~~
waited a bit for everyone to get there
and off we went to the swimming pool at bukit jalil

did so many stupid things~
after that we went back to cheryl's house
then after awhile, we went to eat at ajimal
and went home after that..

couldnt exactly say i enjoyed myself..
because i realise that we are on our separate ways already..
most of them are talking about their form 6 and stuff like that
honestly, i have no idea what you guys are talking about..
i feel left out and at the same time nostalgic
._.
but on top of that, when we are talking about a common topic
it was okay ;)
everyone is still being themselves
hyper and noisy and talkative and crazy!

till we meet again :)

-Chi Yan-