what am i doing?

4am in the morning..

wtf am i doing here?
i'm supposed to be sleeping!

what's wrong with me ugh?

its been 6 days since i earned my non-lasting freedom

things have been normal
just relaxing and all...

currently looking for a part time job (:
just to earn some extra pocket money~

went with my bro and shye wei to watch Breaking Dawn Pt 1 last Sunday
we went bowling..ice cream.. movie
might not be the best outing ever
but it's something worth remembering i guess?
because Breaking Dawn Pt1 itself was awesome (:
I WANT MORE!

hmm..about to ask me what are my plans for my future?
seriously...
i dont know (:
just gonna go with the flow~
i mean..at least wait for SPM results first?

gonna do so many things!
its like..a breakthrough thing~
you know..like
driving..working..outing..etc. (:

been missing my friends...
miss wasting my time chattering away about the most random thing in the world (:
or laughing over something that was apparently funny..
i miss it..
had not been laughing "heartily" since the exams started
just needed that good boost of laughter
just to lift off the mood up

ahhh...
i guess i should go to sleep now..
i mean..its like 4am!
in Malaysia..
i'm sure many people have already woke up to prepare for the day to come
while,i , on the other hand...
am only preparing to go to bed

maybe i'm not spending my time right
maybe..im not treasuring it

neh.. let's not make myself think too much
i should get my beauty sleep (:

"Happy non-lasting Freedom"
to those who already finished SPM 2011

and...

To Chinese candidates for SPM 2011
All the Best!
Give your Best and Achieve the BEST !

Cheers!
-Chi Yan-