02 January 2010

oh who cares.

seriously, who cares what class i enter?
as long as they provide subject that i wanna learn
isnt that enough?

if i am confirmed to be in 4Belian
so?
whats the diff between 4C and 4B?
both also pure science class
why isnt it enough?

who knows,if I AM in 4B
i might actually study so much better than i am now

im not gonna make any new year resolution
cause i dont care ==
i'll do what i must
and get on with life

just looking forward to 2011
who knows.. it might be better

theres so many things out there that i dont know...

im betrayed..
im dissapointed...
im just plain depressed..

bad start for a new year...

thanks shye wei for being there with me
when i really really had no where else to go
and really had no one that i really want to talk to

although it didnt really heal my wound
but at least it soothes the pain

nothing can help me now
only time can do what i cant

sitting in a corner and sulk doesnt help anything
it might make me worse
because it means i've got no other choice

i know its really childish to express my feelings here
but..
where else can i go?

depressed,
chi yan ):