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work diary #2

2012-01-27T23:48:00.002+08:00

hmm hmm....

updating what i feel like sharing :D

so there's an idiot who called me a 'sohai' (chinese vulgar)

this was how it happened
this guy(one of the staff-some advertistment supervisor) named Jeffrey (the asshole)
staff only cna buy stuff after 9.30pm
and he don't give a damn about that rule
and bought stuff in the afternoon
then he pay using credit card
and i borrow him my pen so that he can sign the receipt
then he somehow took it
then my senior came and do something and she left her 'card' at my place
so then another clerk came and asked for a pen
and then i realised my pen missing! D:
so i asked Jeffrey
where did u take my pen to??????
then another person borrowed a pen to the clerk
then i realised my senior's card is with me so i took it and walked away to return the card
then Jeffrey shouted at me
'I didn't take your pen la sohai!' (in cantonese)
and that was it
i reported EVERYTHING to the chief cashier
and... i never talked to him after that :DDDDDD
yea i know... like small kid 'merajuk' :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

then then then..
i've met 3 couples who are mute..
i see how the communicate
it's interesting! and fascinating!!
like the hand action and all..
totally salute them

since im stuck at pharmacy which sells so much chinese medicine
i started catching up
and learnt quite a bit about chinese medicine
like..i know what are they called but never knew what are they for xDDDD
only certain thing i know what is it for
and thats the very basic one..
like...ginkgo nuts! or mushrooms! :DDDDD
cause there's not a lot of customer
so yea.. thats how i spend my time T^T

anyway...
i think thats all for now....
cause im tired ):

nights <3

take care my friends <3<3<3

cheers,
-Chi Yan-

work diary #1

2012-01-17T01:11:00.003+08:00

keeping a "diary" so that i have memories of what i'm doing (:

so work today..
i met.... my chinese tuition teacher!
i don't know if she remembered me haha!
so the conversation was a little like this :D

*waves at teacher*
*teacher walk to me*
teacher: OHHHH! so you working here now? how's SPM?
me: yea im working here..SPM okok la
teacher: sure straight As la
me: HAR?! cannot la *laughs*
teacher: ok la, chat next time... i need go buy stuff for CNY
me: kay

then i met siew thong! :D
then i met char lie the other day
haha..actually i met a lot of people already ^^

and there was this aunty who is a customer
who is VERY happy
and giggle everytime she see me xDDDD
super friendly..super happy...

and
i almost give heart attack to one of the asst. executive repeatedly
because.. i kept calling her aunty (eventhough shes not one)
she ask me to call her "miss" but i call her "madam" xD
cause...she called me a.. 'dao teng'(cantonese)
and i dont know whats that supposed to mean!
but i think its.. 'kid' or 'brat' or something else!

and then..
one of my "senior" her name is atira
was singing some song OUT LOUD after the store closes for the day today
then she started singing chinese song with some random words.. xD
then i told her.. "OI! NYANYI GONG XI FA CAI LA!"
then she "DONG DONG CHIANG AH CHIANG etc.etc etc.!"
and everyone laughed xDDDDDD
then i told another senior "atira dah mabuk"
then the senior told me.. "itu lah.. minum banyak shandy"
i was like....LOL! SHANDY! XDDDD i think it was a joke though
but still...LMAO!

and then.. there was this malay old man (not meant to be racist)
i gave him 1 plastic cause he only bought a few things
then.. he tried 'taking'(stealing) plastic bag from me
he was like "ada plastik yang besar?"
then i thought the plastic i gave him not big enough and gave 1
then he started taking a whole so many plastic bags
so i tried snatching it back
and i said "sorry sir, tak boleh ambil! ini law! tak boleh ambil lebih!"
and he said "takpe la amoi, BOLEH LA" *pulling plastic bag while i held on"
then i said " tak bolehhhh! THIS IS LAW! TAK BOLEH AMBIL!!!!!"
and he.. pulled the plastic bag and walked off
immediately i cursed him in the back
i said..
"you watch it! anything stolen i remember your fucking face!!"
in chinese of course (:
i cant shout at him or anything...
cause apparently "the customer is always right" .. NOT!
but the supervisor saw what happened :D
so.. its not my fault that he snatched it from me
bloody old man.. CURSE YOU! oOo >____< oOo

well..
i guess thats what i have to 'update' so far ^^

enjoy!
and take care!

cheers!,
-Chi Yan-

well well well

2012-01-11T22:11:00.003+08:00

let's see.... a week into work now
andddddddd..............

what i miss the most???
home-cooked food! <3

so far...a few of my friends has came to visit me :D
i don't know whether its intentional or... unintentional
but anyway they said hi to me :D

hmm..
you wanna know hows work so far?
sucks...
the job itself is easy...
i don't know who's having the problem here
they put me at the chinese medicine counter where theres not much customer
and they expect me to sit there everyday when i have work..
its..so boring....
i'd rather be put at the market! D;
where i actually have something to do instead!

but that's not up to me to decide..
gotta bear with it if im really stuck there
bear a month and im out!
hopefully my whining is good enough that they changed that stupid arrangement

oh well..
anyway,
life's been good..

im booked for whole january
because of certain someone
making some stupid decision
making assumptions on her own
causing trouble for me!
making me delay my stuff because i was waiting!
then suddenly i got ditched.. =.=
if that never happened
everything would have been settled before i started working!!!

ahh anyway, i should stop complaining
nobody listens anyway...

nothing much to talk about now..

so..
take care my friends <3

i shall see you peeps again!

p/s: if you wanna leave a comment, please do so! because the..chatbox don't offer free service anymore (:

cheers!
-Chi Yan-

A new year....2012?

2012-01-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

2011 is gone
and now its already 2012

time REALLY flies!

gonna start working tomorrow
don't know if i'll ever have the energy again to play computer games haha
don't know if i'll have the energy to skype for long hours anymore haha

i'll miss aika for sure...

i might miss my friends haha
but... i'm quite easily distracted ><
maybe a new job will distract me from missing my friends :O
but of course i won't forget em' ;)

anyway,
i'm not sure when will i ever post on my blog again
because....
i'm gonna start working and i won't have the time anymore
and...
when i actually have day off
i might go for Undang Test/ Driving Lesson
so...
I really don't know how to find the time anymore... (:
so, i just say that so that......
at least you guys will know what's happening to me
just incase i made anyone worried (doubt i make anyone worry about this though hehe)

anyway, to all my beloved dear bestfriends/pal/buddy/awesome big boss >D/friends,
xin, nicole (chew) , shye wei, mabel, kushaal, aiya whoever la
call me if u need me (:
message me if u need me (:
i will reply! but of course.. it will be lateeeeeeeeee ^^
but at least i reply alright?
all of you, take care!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

to certain someone,
i will promise to skype with you ^^
make sure you don't lie to me yea?
i'm waiting for mid January to come ^^
you know who you are my dear friend<3

anyway, went countdown yesterday
the adrenaline rush of watching fireworks..
really near... is gooooooood
the 'boom' can make ur heart beat with it haha
:D

was kinda crowded
but it was still acceptable
cause we parked far away and walked there~

anyway,
Happy new year!

hope to see you guys again and as soon as possible of course!

take care my friends <3

Signing off,
-Chi Yan-

can't use shoutmix anymore?

2011-12-29T03:56:00.002+08:00

so i've read the notice from shoutmix
aka the chatbox at the side for people to leave comments

so its not free anymore
and we have to pay to use it

which means i will remove it soon

now im just wondering
if there are any other alternatives
or else
everyone gotta be stuck with commenting on the blog post itself instead ^^

so, lets have a look at my life

got a job..gonna start at January 2012
gonna get a new phone soon ^^
gonna go get my license ASAP
my National Service isnt first batch~ (dont know whether its 2nd or 3rd batch either)
and...
gonna go shopping tmr? ;D

haha

thats all for now
or at least thats what i remembered xD

oh, my bro got 4As for his PMR *clap clap*
all thanks to me coaching him maths..he get A :D *perasan*

haha anyway
my dad ask me
"so..what about you?
how many A u can get for SPM?
must get at least 6"
and i was like
"cannot 6 but minimum 3A"
and hes like..
"3As only?!"

well i lie to him
i personally aim 6As or more (:
i just dont want them to have high hopes on me
too stressful
so i gotta tell a lie :P

dont tell my family members ok?
i really dont want them to have to high hopes
because im afraid i might disappoint them haha

anyway,
going off now~

shopping tmr! :DDDD

Ciao!
take care! Cheers!

p/s: new year soon! :OOO

Signing off,
-Chi Yan-

Merry Christmas (:

2011-12-23T16:34:00.002+08:00

Early Merry Christmas!

changed the layout to follow the 'mood' abit (:

i mean..
even AikaSEA puts a christmas tree in the town ^^

and it's snowing in town! :D

and there's snowman everywhere haha

anyway,
will be attending a christmas party tomorrow night~
and will be going to Genting Highlands on Christmas itself
might not be around till after christmas ^^

Cheers!
Merry Christmas! ^^

take care!

-Chi Yan-

一切都是假的吗？

2011-12-20T02:42:00.005+08:00

有很多事我都不明白。

像老人家说，不够经验吧。

我不明白为什么我会那么天真。
我的所谓 “好朋友“ 是真正的 “好朋友” 吗？
当我为了一些过去或目前的事生她的气，
过了两天就这样过了啦，
就好像我根本没生她的气。
我太快忘记了我脑里面想的事！！！

她伤了我很多次，
我心里总是放不下那个包袱。

我忘不了我们过去的事。
因为发生了的事，就真的是发生了呀！
过去的事就不能改变啦！
发生了，就发生了，太迟了，不能改了。
虽然过去的事真的没办改变，
但我永远都会记得发生过的事！
因为那会成为我人生的教训！

去年，大概六月，
我们两位都开始 “不好” 了。
在那五个月里，我是孤单的那么过，
到了十一月左右，
我就遇到了一位新的朋友。
一位新的好朋友。

但那时我们又开始 “好" 回来了，
我已为真的 "好" 了!
很开心!
我已为我原谅了她, 她也原谅了我。

但一切都是假的!
我用心来对她，她却对我有点 “冷” ，
我觉得她对我很不诚实，
小事或大事都不告诉我！
只告诉我很基本的事。
她连哭的样子也要在我面前藏着！
为什么那么不诚实呢？
要哭就哭，要笑就笑呀！
如果我真的是你的 “好朋友”，
那你为何要藏着你心里真的感受？

你，到底明白我的痛苦吗？

我真的不明白！！！
我真的不明白我为什么会那么笨！
我为什么会为了 “她“ 要这样惩罚自己？
真的太笨了！！！

孤单的日子我过了，
痛苦的日子我都过了。

现在我觉得很乱，很烦。
日子更难也要过。

看来这些话写在 blog 最好吧。
让有心想知道的读者读吧。

谢谢你们读完这个那么长的 post！

-Chi Yan-

Comic Fiesta 2011.. sorta!

2011-12-20T01:10:00.004+08:00

went to CF2011 on day 2

got a lil lost~

had to ask for directions so many times just to get to KLCC from the LRT station
and
had to ask so many time for directions just to get to the Convention Center from the shopping mall

alas i made it!
and met up with a friend i met in MapleStory~
was kinda nice
saw so many cosplayers taking photos around the park outside the convention center

then,
i wanted to meet up with mah friends
called them
and they told me they already got out of costumes LOL!
so i was too late

then i thought its time to go home
on the way to the LRT station
i met with my friends :D
aka
Marianne,Becca, Ern, Ying and Justin.. and Kye Chin? ><
i only saw them and waved and just continue walking
so that was about.. 10seconds maybe?
so i didn't really see who was there~

ahh anyway,
after that i reach home and thats it!

aihh... too bad i cant made it there earlier
but oh well!

OH! and when i was in KLCC
buying water at Cold Storage
i swear i saw a person who look like A. Samad Said
or perhaps..
he IS A. Samad Said
you know A. Samad Said?
the one who wrote the poem 'The Dead Crow' for form1/form2 english literature
and some other literature works that i dont know ><
yea.. i think it was him!

cool right? :D

Oh, and i didn't manage to go for my holiday on a cruise ship :/

oh well~

Signing Off,
-ChiYan-

4am in the morning

2011-12-15T04:38:00.002+08:00

Nicole Chew, 我会等你!!!!!

waiting...

someone tell me
wait till so late for what?
so stupid for what?
use your brains!

"think before you do!"
indirectly called me stupid for saying that..
as if i don't use my brain think at all ><
feel hurt...
too sensitive again?
yea...

anyway, waited 2 nights already

yea..i know..
it's stupid
maybe i am stupid
but..
who knows..
maybe she really will call me at 4am in the morning? ><

she doesn't seem to be in a good mood these few days
and i don't think she'll visit my blog so soon
since i sort of...make her angry ><
Well, if you ever see this.. I'M SORRY! 对不起！

I hope you feel better soon
talk to me soon!
i'll be waiting!
on call at least 16 hours per day

i am worried la
i dont know what happened to you
reading your blog makes me feel scared..

talk to me soon!

waiting,
Chi Yan

rant rant rant and MORE rants!

2011-12-12T23:19:00.002+08:00

Oh boy.. here i go again...

couldn't sort out whats going through my head now
no one seem to understand
i thought a good night sleep could help me forget
but all i could forget was the dream i had the night itself

whatever you are doing to me
is mental torture!

though i may seem like I don't care
but really i DO!

if you don't tell me what's wrong..
how am i supposed to know what's going on?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
so much things going through my head!

it's ok..i give up
i dont wanna fight those thoughts anymore
let my brain do the thinking it wanna do
may the pain be gone after it does it's memory flashback
im sure the pain will pass

-ChiYan-

Gathering 2011

2011-12-10T23:50:00.002+08:00

so Mabel invited few of us to her house for gathering

had loads of food

pizza, chicken wing, sushi, satay.. hohoho

then after our 'engine' full
there was a chatting session and a jamming session
and singing session haha

then we had a campfire!
fire starting ceremony xD
and we burnt Mabel's percubaan test paper :O
i burnt her bio paper ^^ BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA *cough*
and had loads of marshmallow and chocolate :P
and a truth or dare session hoho
and chatting session

was funnnnnnnnnn
like crazy fun! :D

didn't bring camera so no photos from me ):

A day to remember
10 December 2011 (:
A gathering of students to celebrate our after SPM :DDDDDDD

Mabel,Thanks so much for the gathering!

I'm soooo gonna miss everyone
May we stay as friends/best friends forever (:

-Chi Yan-

8 days

2011-12-09T17:27:00.003+08:00

8 days have passed since my AikaSEA account has got blocked
i miss my buddies :/

and I can't the 'Loyalty Package' since i can't login

what's wrong with you Aika admins?

why block me?
i already sent you what you want..why aren't you replying?
its getting me frustrated!!!! >(

i want my loyalty package!

so then i thought maybe they unblock without informing me?
but then when i tried.. still blocked

this is so stupid
pissing me off like HELL!

so then.. i get insulted because of that
im stupid because i wanna change my password?
who gave you rights to call me stupid just because i wanna change my password?

seriously...
im getting sooo frustrated!
and so pissed off.. =.=

oh well...
sorry for ranting :/

nothing much to say
or perhaps... can't say it here

Signing off,
-Chi Yan-

what am i doing?

2011-12-06T03:58:00.002+08:00

4am in the morning..

wtf am i doing here?
i'm supposed to be sleeping!

what's wrong with me ugh?

its been 6 days since i earned my non-lasting freedom

things have been normal
just relaxing and all...

currently looking for a part time job (:
just to earn some extra pocket money~

went with my bro and shye wei to watch Breaking Dawn Pt 1 last Sunday
we went bowling..ice cream.. movie
might not be the best outing ever
but it's something worth remembering i guess?
because Breaking Dawn Pt1 itself was awesome (:
I WANT MORE!

hmm..about to ask me what are my plans for my future?
seriously...
i dont know (:
just gonna go with the flow~
i mean..at least wait for SPM results first?

gonna do so many things!
its like..a breakthrough thing~
you know..like
driving..working..outing..etc. (:

been missing my friends...
miss wasting my time chattering away about the most random thing in the world (:
or laughing over something that was apparently funny..
i miss it..
had not been laughing "heartily" since the exams started
just needed that good boost of laughter
just to lift off the mood up

ahhh...
i guess i should go to sleep now..
i mean..its like 4am!
in Malaysia..
i'm sure many people have already woke up to prepare for the day to come
while,i , on the other hand...
am only preparing to go to bed

maybe i'm not spending my time right
maybe..im not treasuring it

neh.. let's not make myself think too much
i should get my beauty sleep (:

"Happy non-lasting Freedom"
to those who already finished SPM 2011

and...

To Chinese candidates for SPM 2011
All the Best!
Give your Best and Achieve the BEST !

Cheers!
-Chi Yan-

my non-lasting freedom!

2011-12-01T16:34:00.002+08:00

SPM is over for me (:

so here we go
my non-lasting freedom starts now!

but then...
its non-lasting (:
because when college starts
then no more holiday

so i guess the holiday that i'm having now
is the looooongest holiday i will ever enjoy (:
after that
i don't think i have will have another holiday this long :P

but holidays..
makes me feel a little lost
cause i don't know what to do

maybe i'll go look for a part time job?
who knows :)

anyway, i'll go enjoy now(:

From a friend to a friend (:

2011-11-09T01:25:00.003+08:00

Dear readers, you can ignore this post
because I'm dedicating this post to a special friend of mine..
but if you insist.. sure! why not? enjoy (:

anyway,

Dear friend, (i'm 100% sure you know who you are (; )

well,
im sort of replying here since it's gonna be kinda long xD
and texting would really cost MONEY

before you continue reading
do click 'play' the song on the playlist (:

i really hope you would spare some time to check out the lyrics of the song at:
http://www.metrolyrics.com/make-you-feel-my-love-lyrics-adele.html

because... the lyrics kinda says what i wanna tell you..
but it will be weird if i say it myself cause its kinda.. corny and stuff...
so a song will do
but just so you know..
the love mentioned in the song..
i hope you take it as 'friendship love' and not anything more 'love' than that (:

song credit to ADELE! ADELE! anddd ADELE!

so here goes

"Thank you for being my friend and giving me the support I needed it.
Thank you for making me not lose hope in myself when all I wanted to do was give up and also
Thank you for doing crazy stuff together with me like singing nursery rhymes out loud!

Sorry for making you sooooo mad sometimes
Sorry for throwing my not-so-awesome tantrums at you sometimes and
Sorry for being too straight-forward sometimes till i hurt your feelings

Honestly, i DO admit im the kind of person
who will make someone really really really mad at me
so, I wanna thank you for accepting for who I am (:

and thank you for letting me into your life
you being my friend,is a great gift that God has given to me

and i will treasure it to the MAX!
though after SPM, we're not gonna see each other so often anymore
but... we can still hang out together!
and we will still do MANY things together!
like... go watch a 18+ movie when we're legal?
and... gossip about our boyfriends/future boyfriends?

I don't wanna waste your time reading this..
So, I hope you know how much our friendship mean to me (:

Thank you for the awesome memories!
(we're gonna continue making more awesome memories worth remembering, okay? (: )
and a sincere sorry for all the mean things that I had ever done to you.

All the best for SPM!!!
and I LOVE YOU! (as a friend) "

btw, i hope you know that
even when sometimes i say i hate you
i really don't mean it :P

i don't hate you (:

From the awesome-possum, one and only, has 'magic' power to make people forgive me for stupid things i do, not so nerdy with lens, pretty irritating, HONEST, sometimes speak chinese, will do almost anything for money and some other not-weird-just-special 'features',
-Chi Yan-
09-November-11

really?

2011-10-11T14:54:00.003+08:00

so PMR is over
which means 'holiday' over too
which ALSO means SPM coming
which ALSO ALSO means my NS coming

things are coming so FAST!

can hardly believe it's already October

....
not really sad about leaving school 'yet'

anyway,
nothing much happened during the holidays

been busy trying to hunt/find/figure out
what should i wear to Prefects' Night 2011
theme: Hawaiian
Rules:
1. no coconut shells/seashells/whatsoever nutshell
2. no sexy/reveal nice flesh on shoulder or knees
3. smart casual (= no flip flops?)

wtheck..
poolside party
cmon! so hot and still wanna 'cover' yourself?
=.=

and hawaiian theme without getting "sexy"?
1 perfectly word for it...

ridiculous

haha..
will try to 'figure it out' soon
*wink* *wink*

to friends,
tell me whatcha gonna wear to 'satisfy' all!! :D

thats all for this post

ciao!

-Chi Yan-

Music

2011-10-01T14:59:00.001+08:00

here's the essay that I did for English (SPM Trials 2011)

I got 40/50 which is the highest score I got so far in Form 4 and Form 5
so.. I am actually pretty happy about it

p/s: Corrections and edits have been done to the essay

Have fun reading! (:

Title: Music (Question 5)

Pop, jazz, country and rock. These are some different genre in music. Music is heard everywhere whether in Malaysia, Europe, Indonesia or even India! Whether it is an English song or a Chinese song, music lives in everyone of us. Without music, this little world of ours is noting different from a scene in “Zombie land” where everyone is either dead or dull and moody.

Music is a language that most of us understand. There is always a song to describe how a person feels, whether happy or sad. Music is a way of expressing ourselves. So, let us say you broke up with your boyfriend and you wish to go back in time to mend things, then a good song for you would be Taylor Swift’s “Back to December”. People do not accept you because you are different? Do not worry, Lady Gaga will support you with her “Born This Way”. See what I mean? Music does speak!

Music does not only speak, it is also a hobby. So, it does not matter if you love to play your guitar or listen to songs because I am very sure that you are not alone. Music is an interest whether you are listening to it or even composing it. Some may say that music is a waste of time but you know what, I disagree! Misusing drugs or getting yourself into a fight is far worse than that.

Other than that, music is also an industry. The music industry is not necessarily only selling CDs or music albums. It is much more diverse than that, a good example would be shops which sells musical instrument or even studios which provide lessons for a price. Sometimes, famous singers even sing a song or two to raise fund for those poor children in Africa. Music is a career too! Look at those singers and musicians! Some even have their own private jet! Music provides some money for those gifted ones. I mean, they can literally ‘sell’ their talent.

Best of all, music adds those little ‘sizzles’ and spices into our daily life. How about singing in the bathroom? So, do you giggle when you hear your mother-in-law singing out of tune while preparing dinner? I guess I do! Sometimes, these little ‘sizzles’ are the things that will make us look forward to life. Come on! Let us dance like mad cows to Jennifer Lopez’s “On the Floor” and create some ‘sizzles’!

Lastly, music is life. As a novice acoustic guitarist, I had learned 8 songs so far and had composed an instrumental song named ‘Eucalyptus’ for my dear friend while working on another on named ‘Xyna’. Music had become part of my life. With music, I hope to spread some love to my dear ones who live far away. Music brings people together whether near or far. Last but not least, I would want to say ‘I love music!’ and while that happens, I will continue spreading the love for music.

Done by,
Chi Yan H

enjoy reading (:

Cheers,
Chi Yan H

cheaters and cheers

2011-09-17T14:10:00.003+08:00

told you i've being lazy!

lazy to blog nowadays
cause it seems barely anyone is updating now

everyone is busy for their SPM trials
i am speechless sometimes
seeing how people cheat in exam
whether directly or not

whether u brought your notes in the exam hall

or u got the answer scheme before hand and go all...
AWW! QUESTION CHANGED
in front of me ==

it's pretty annoying how it keeps on happening

come on stupids (yes you are stupid for cheating)
you really think the answer scheme will come out for SPM? ==
and even if it did
so what
you really think you deserve that success like that?
you really think you can work for a company without some 'real' knowledge? ==

i know it's kinda rude for me to say all that
i'm just venting my anger.. :O

anyway,
i think i failed my history.. badly
because i really just crapped the whole paper (well, almost whole ^^)

but oh well..
FAIL WITH PRIDE
I DIDN'T CHEAT LIKE THOSE BASTARDS!
IN YOUR FACE!

hahaha! :D

sorry for venting my anger!

just blabbing u know :D

gtg now!
see u soon!
7 1/3 subjects down!
1 2/3 more to go! (physics and chemistry :OOOOOO!)

-Chi Yan- cheers!

Oh the exams....

2011-09-03T14:08:00.002+08:00

Raya holidays are over soon..

and that means Trials is coming

indeed i am worried about it
but I don't have the motivation to study
holidays make me lazzzzy

I feel so sad for myself :/

anyway,
although trials is one of the things that im worrying about now

im also currently worrying about the days i have left in high school
a month and a half or so after trials
is the test we all had been studying for
-SPM-

my reaction?
:O!

recently I had been watching K-ON!! (season 2)
and they are discussing about stuffs they wanna do before they leave school
it was their senior year

just like.. me (:
now i tend to ask myself:
"what do i wanna do before i leave school?"

hmm..
seriously..
"i dont know"
xD

i guess i'll know what i wanna do when time comes (:
anyway,

Good Luck everyone for SPM Trials!
All the best!
and
Try your best!

p/s: i hope i will study soon ><

-Chi Yan-

hailstorm!

2011-08-27T14:11:00.002+08:00

1 week ago
which is last sunday

around evening 4-5pm

there was a short hailstorm

lil ice cubes were seen along with the rain!
was one the scariest thing I've seen in my short 16 years of life!

worst part was
I was watching the whole thing happen!

it started with strong winds
then there was rain

seems like a normal heavy rain at first
then there was lil 'plink plink' sound on my windows
and then i started looking carefully and realised
it was little ice cubes!

then all of a sudden
a gust of strong wind blew past my house
everything outside my house turned white for about 5 seconds
then the ice cubes continue falling for about another 5 minutes
then it stopped!

then after the rain stopped
i felt the rainwater puddle that was left behind
and the water was like

melted ice water!
it was cold!

it was scaryyyyyyyyyyy!
I really didn't know how to react when i saw the gust of white wind
I just stunned there :O

glad no glasses were broken
and no one was hurt...

that's all for now (:

-Chi Yan-

p/s: my dear friends, do study for trials.. Good Luck (:

I love Nakama

2011-08-21T10:33:00.005+08:00

visiting everyone's blog at one shot doesn't seem to be good

no one is updating because exam is coming closer everyday

seeing that makes feel a little.. less in the mood to blog

but I can't resist the urge to type things and share with everybody! :O

hmm.. 1 week of raya holiday coming soon
guess i should make good use of it
study study study!!!!

anyways.. here to share a little piece of my mind:

you know sometimes when i get so pissed at something
or get mad at something
then I'll just on my aika and play
and when I see my friends there

somehow..
all the anger just vanish
they cheer me up like magic charms :D
they never fail

eventhough sometimes some certain people piss me off in aika
my fellow legion mates never fail to make me feel better

whether in real life on in-game..
they just don't fail at cheering me up

I don't know what to say
probably cause we don't know each other in real that's why we could communicate
but then again
shouldn't people close to us be able to make us feel better than those we're not close to?

i just don't get it :3
but I just love talking to them
eventhough sometimes all they talk about is nothing more than bullshits xD

Thanks fellow Nakama legion mates :3
I literally love all of u <3<3<3

-Chi Yan-

94 more days

2011-08-13T14:07:00.003+08:00

ah.. about 94 more to days to SPM
not only 94 days to SPM
it's 94 more days till high school ends

94 more days to wear uniform
94 more days to tie my hair so neatly
94 more days to not having to wake up so early in the morning
94 more days to mature!

and about 120+ days SPM will be over
and about another 150+ i might have to go for NS

seems far?
just an illusion
it's freaking close already!

well...
let's study!
after all, after high school..
we really don't know what's waiting for us out there!

-Chi Yan-

Prank!

2011-08-06T14:07:00.004+08:00

why didn't i just voice out?

because I sacrificed my own feelings for yours

my love for music has been put to shame

music equipments =/= fashion

anyway,
im here to blog about my best prank of the week
probably best prank of the month or even year!

Pranked: Jasmine and colleagues
Culprits: Me and Becca
Onlookers: Ern, Kushaal and Yen Ling

Here's how it happened

so during recess time
as usual we'll go buy some food and eat

don't know how but somehow the idea just came to me

so since the food we bought was 'stick-ed'
so after we finish it
we collected those skewer sticks
and put it in a EMPTY plastic bag :D

then, Becca put it in her pocket
and made it SO obvious that the sticks was there
yeap, we made the skewer sticks visible (it stuck out of Becca's pocket)

and here's the BEST part
as usual.. if we wanna get out of the canteen
prefects will check our pocket

usually we will just walk at normal speed or even try to escape
but this time
we walked WAYYYYY slower than usual hoping someone would see the sticks
then one probation prefect saw
and tried to 'confiscate' the "food"
the moment it got pulled out of Becca's pocket
the prefect's face reaction was like
WTF?!

and then Becca and I ran away laughing our asses off xD

definitely felt accomplished
such an awesome prank! xD

couldn't help it
but everytime i think about it
i just feel like LAUGHING OUT LOUD!

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

prank done on : 5-August-2011

Ha-Ha-Ha!

no hard feelings eh,Jasmine? (:

-Chi Yan-

hot 'pau' in the morning

2011-07-29T23:50:00.003+08:00

it rained heavily this morning
and it was cold ):

well, luckily..
i had char siew pau for breakfast
and my mum steam it super hot!
and on a cold morning?
definitely.. it was awesome!

last week's Saturday was Sport's Day
overall..
didn't liked it much
other than cheer (:

got really sunburnt..
but i guess its part of Sport's Day isn't it,no?

anyway,
saved like hell for an amount of money
really looked forward to upgrading my sucky and fragile comp
dad called the guy and the news was?
bad news
cause the guy said can't upgrade
then thought of buying a new comp
another bad news..
i can't afford it.. :/

oh well......................

can't enjoy my 'play time' since my comp suck ==
play a simple game and everything lags
what a joke man..
even opening facebook is becoming a problem to me nowadays

sigh...

what to do?
no money no talk..

-Chi Yan-

ah..

2011-07-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

so....

every SPM student's latest topic

National Service or PLKN Siri 9/2012
and i am sure some of you must be wondering (if you didn't know)
did chi yan got chosen?

well, lemme tell you

Yes I got chosen
Don't know its called lucky or perhaps in this case DAMN UNLUCKY

3 months of training...

and don't have to tell me to recheck to see whether they made a mistake
cause i know some of you out there
1st time check = Maaf!
2nd time check= Maaf! (also)
and 3rd time check = Tahniah!

Well, cause I've checked 3 times too!
wanna know what i got?

1st time= Tahniah!
2nd time= Tahniah!
3rd time= Tahniah!

so, it's pretty confirmed already :/

whatever it is
I pray DAMN HARD that i get to be in first batch!
i wanna study you know!

and secondly,
I wanna pray HARD that i get somewhere near
so just incase i miss my favourite type of meat (pork)
i could always whine till my parents bring me some ;D
SHHH NOBODY KNOWS ITS PORK IF WE JUST KEEP QUIET OKEH? :D

haha, anyway
more and more people i know are getting 'Tahniah!' messages
i just hope more people get it
suffer together mah
Berat sama dijunjung, ringan sama dijinjing! :P

then at least when i am in so much suffering that i eventually feel like crying
I could always think of others who are suffering the same thing as I am (:
maybe its my way of soothing myself :P
but that's one way to comfort myself

some say its fun
some say not fun

worst things that i WILL HAVE to go through
1. bugs (this is inevitable)
2. sleepless nights
3. lack of sleep
4. THE SUN
5. boring classes?
6. home sick perhaps?
and just some other stuffs that I might not even be able to imagine

oh well,
maybe this will make me tougher than ever? :P
i mean who knows?
i might conquer my fear?

my opinion is that
its a waste of time
i mean... i could work part time and earn way more than that
but.. at the same time
money can't buy experience
I wish I could tell myself: I wanna go very much
but seriously, I can't make myself feel like that
so... im torn between i wanna go and i dont wanna go
better start making myself think like maniac :P

haha,
anyway
gotta go now ;D

have fun peeps!

Signing Off,
Chi Yan

yey

2011-07-10T14:18:00.002+08:00

so finally my fever has subsided

all thanks to sleep ;D

yeah slept like some hibernating animal or something..

although still having cough and flu

but still.. MUCH BETTER

at least im not shivering like there's no tommorow
hearing my teeth chatter is scaryy xD

i mean.. the temperature is 31 Celcius and i SHIVER LOL!

anyway,
gonna take care of myself..

ciao!

-chiyan-
btw, visit my facebook page ;D
I'm advertising for some of those company
feel free to click it if you're interested ;D

lets have a look

2011-07-08T23:56:00.002+08:00

too sick to post much..
literally freezing.. ):

but i feel my skin is freaking warm..

virus can really play with us sometimes.. haha

anyway,
sport's day 2011 is coming so soon
and trial is coming so soon also

luckily my will to study is building up
and going strong
at least.. my first step outta my own black hole is
pay attention in class (;!
especially chemistry
and i realised...
i CAN understand :D

that's a pretty good news for myself ;D

anyway,
will try my best to post up something for you peeps to read! (hopefully)

ciao!

Signing Off,
Chi Yan

Says.my

2011-07-02T22:05:00.002+08:00

Joined Says.my
its like a 'thing' to share stuff and perhaps earn some money!

have a look at these websites (:
not spams
not virus

each click will give me 20 cents!
please.. once per day only for each of you! don't spam
i won't get more even if you spam ==
anyway,
these are the campaign thingy that i sorta am currently sharing!

http://says.my/cyisawesome/astro-spm-eng
this one is about Astro Tutor TV for SPM studens.. go have a look!

http://says.my/cyisawesome/cleanandclear2
and this one is clean and clear searching for BFF models (:!
go figure! modelling! :D

click on those links
it'll help me a lot! (:!

thanks!
-chiyan-

Kamu ada potensi untuk mendapat keputusan yang lebih cemerlang

2011-07-02T16:07:00.002+08:00

"Kamu ada potensi untuk mendapat keputusan yang lebih cemerlang"

this sentence rings in my head..
that's exactly what my class teacher told me during yesterday's Open Day 2011
and it was repeated to me 3 times..
and I am motivated to study after hearing that.

and its a HUGE leap for me that i didnt get any Ds for this exam
motivated me..
finally got 7 instead of 8
another motivation ;D

haha.. gonna start studying ;D
130+ days left..
seems a lot but its an illusion!

lets hope the motivation stays :D
ok dont hope.. LETS MAKE IT STAY! :D!

she told me not to plsy-play/play games anymore
but i don't agree
Play? I still will play
Work Harder? definitely 100% i will :D

still needs some relax time to let brain relax (:

to fellow friends, study smart! and let's give it our best shot TOGETHER! (:

anyway that was yesterday
today was the 1Murid 1Sukan 1Malaysia run..
not a competition
but an attempt for Malaysian book of records

so anyway
ran about 1.5km+?
then there was some activities at school..
competitions such as football,netball.. takraw..
but I played the word game with Becca, YL,Su Wen and Kush.. ;D
was fun.. (:!

anyway, im going now!

Signing Off,
Chi Yan

I am retired..

2011-06-24T23:43:00.009+08:00

20th June 2011
One of the most memorable day(s) (:
Not only its my awesome friend, Shye Wei's 17th Birthday
but it was also the last Prefect Installation that I would attend in my entire life

I guess I'll share lil tiny bits of my personal experience and memory?
So where shall i start???

p/s:
Sorry that I stole some of the photos..I am so sorry but I really wanted those photos and was too lazy to ask for permission..I'm sorry if you are mad.. but please forgive me ):

so here we go,

Okay... form 1..
Lets see what i remember (:

I still remember the time when my name was announced during assembly
I was asked to stay back after assembly that time
So i did and I was told that I was chosen to be a prefect! (probation)
then i went through interviews
questions? some of them were kinda lame
some questions are a abuse of power!
I was asked questions that are supposed to my private life!
eg: Love or Prefect? which more important
and im like.. wtf..

so then I started as a probation around year end of form 1 life and that was 4 years ago (2007)
and it was around September/October that time
Probation until i was...

Form 2
So I remembered the day
The day where they announced who passed the probation and who didn't
So, that time I was form 2..
so we were all lined up outside of the only science lab on ground floor
then we sat down
and I was anxiously waiting
waiting for someone to give me a Surat Tawaran!
and there we go
Marianne calling me name!!!!
and i was like :O!
i swear i was feeling high that time
it was ecstatic! because we waited since September/October xD

Then there was installation..
wasn't chosen as ajk when i was a afternoon session prefect
but it was fine.. because i still had some AWESOME fun that I don't remember xD

Form 3,
morning session at last..
first time? tell u something
IT WAS TIRING!
I am not really a morning person .. so yea..
then bla bla bla etc.

first prom much?

Form 4!
Dropped class to Belian
been through a whole lot of STUFFS
but lets just talk bout the highlights okay? :DDD
Prefect Camp! at Gombak!!

i know i look retarded but.. WHO CARES? :D I'M AWESOME

*edit 25-6-11*
totally forgot to blog about this camp!
so ok..
i still remember
it was a friday!
so i went school then halfway through went to su wen's house to get ready a little
about 11am+ went back school and lined up
teacher scolded us because some of us playing with phone openly :D (i didnt! i good girl..NOT )
so we went there and got out and stuffs.. skip skip skip
then JUNGLE TREKKING!
my first jungle-trekking and
it was also the first time i actually get to talk to heng yee
cause she was the group behind my group during jungle-trekking
then halfway through. it started raining
we played at the waterfall!
WATER FIGHT! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Spot me!.. I'm at the background somewhere in this photo!

then it was disasterous.. rained CATS and DOGS!
so we were soaking wet!
worst part..when we reach the camp and went to our tents!
OUR BAGS WERE GONE!
we had to searched for it and also we had to search who was the one who 'stole' our tents
and i still remember.. when I was trying to find out who the heck was the tent stealer
then the teacher allowed me to check their bags
guess what i found??
Maggi noodles.. not surprised?
lemme surprise you.. its not those cup noodle.. its those PACKET type..
now how the hell are you gonna cook it in a TENT? xD
and i also found teddy bears and dolls :D
cmon.. just a camp and they bring dolls? like moving the house only xD!

then experienced MASS-BATHING
where EVERYONE (girls) bathe together in the open :D
some strip while some didnt
I of course DID NOT! :D

then there was night-walking (if thats what you called it)
so we weren't allowed to call each other's name in the jungle
just incase we have some 'guest' *wink*
so we numbered everyone
and i was 66
it funny how people ask
66, u there? xD
or
66, u okay? xDDDDDD
and we also had some nicknames such as
glutton goddess(su wen)
doraemon(shye wei)
or we just call our post (if we had one)
and the FUN part!
HOOT HOOT! :DDDDD
we had to yell that and wait for respond
then follow the sound of the respond!

haha! then skip skip skip

night time.. sleep.. so damn noisy
those girls from other schools
so damn noisy.. couldn't sleep ):

SKIP!

team-building course
flying foxxxxxxxxx and those ropes thingy ( this one is fun cause its my first time)
then there was TARZAN :D
and 3 sense game( thats what I call it)
some must pretend to be blind..
some mute...
some just command those 'blind' one to finish the checkpoint

I was 'mute' but it wasnt much fun
because we already saw the team before us
so the 'mutes' wasnt needed...

then some other activity
like..
Kim Kam Bai... :D
and them 'dum dum da da di dum dum da da.. something something' song :D
and some other Stuff(s)

overall, was fun BUT tiring :D

Then there was Installation 2010/2011
became KS Ponteng Kelas..
nothing much! (:

held/helped/took part in loads of events
namely,
teacher's day
report card day
Sports day
Larian Saujana
Kem Pengawas
and etc! (some that I couldn't remember)

Then it was the event which brought some blood, sweat and tears..
okay maybe not blood xD
but there was sweat and tears..

Prefect Night 2010
seriously, it was loads of fun
I was in charge of backdrop and the videos~
it was fun.. but making the video was frustrating
because there were so much of photos!
and had to perform..
fashion show..
seriously, I can't cat walk...

we rehearsed very last minute but I guess we did our best and you guys had fun too right? :D

with the awesome people! :D

So, Prefect Night 2010 was a success..
success as in nothing much went wrong.. :D
Its an accomplishment!
so, lets give ourselves a round of applause! *clap clap clap clap clap*
So, our dear shye wei wanted to spend us lunch at Pizza Hut..
interesting things happened..
Yasmeen actually dipped her 'tudung" in the mushroom soup! xDDD
and she also taught us how to wear a 'tudung' :D (it's very easy only)
and of course! we have Kah Deng who fell in the drain xDDDD

Yes! feel the pain! xDDDD
Moving on to form 5,
Senior.. it may sound old but i guess i had fun!
held some event..
there was orientasi pengawas..
played a role in Drama (Snow White...sorta)
as a dwarf! xDD
was in-charge of backdrop with nicole and yee ai..
had fun..
although kinda got scolded :D

It was a nice experience...
open heart talks..
teams..
Gridiron Gang :DDDD
friends..

then there was..
Teacher's Day (was in charge of sukaneka aka games with CL)
i have some pictures of this event but lazy to upload xDD

Heehee,
then skip skip skip

Perlantikan Pengawas 2011

fooling around while juniors were rehearsing ;D
and one of my 'jahat terpendam for 5 years' buddy
we're planning to skip class and go to the library to study ;D
yes, we're evil and its within us for 5 years :D
shhhh, its a secret plan! don't tell anyone kay? (:

Overall,
Prefect was kinda FUN!
cause the role that i play
wasn't THAT stressful
but wasn't THAT easy too!
met some awesome people!
awesome juniors!
awesome experience( i'm mentioning the camps only)
awesome lessons of life(yes, I've went through a lot)
although once in awhile we are mistreated
but i guess
its cool (:
btw, meet 2 of my Junior(s) ;D

meet heng yee, my awesome junior!! <3
knew her since I was form 3/4? (couldn't rmb,sry ><) :O awesome much? meet chen yee(treasurer 2011/2012)
my super junior(no not SuJu) who helped me for at least 3 months in total :D
seriously, THANK YOU :D

I wanna take this chance to thank everyone for your support!
without you we (ajk 2010/2011) couldn't have done it ;D
Seriously, Thank Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

and thus, I am retired (:

I won't say i'm happy
cause I know I would miss all these
I won't say i'm sad either
cause I don't want to miss a chance of being a normal student (:

Signing off,
Chi Yan

Photo credits to:
Marianne C
Candy Ong
Yasmeen N
Heng Yee
Kar Mun

My first 35/50 for english essay

2011-06-17T22:41:00.004+08:00

This is the first time i got 35/50.. never got any higher than that :D
feeling kinda happy
and just feel like sharing it although its not really that "good"
but i'll still share ;D
i aint no bragging.. just happy ;D
sorry if you feel so ):

anyway,

The question:
4. Write a story ending with:
"I packed my bags and continued on with my life"

p/s: I've fixed my grammatical errors (:

I've always hated my parents, they do not love me. I'd always looked forward to tomorrow thinking that one day my parents might love me finally. Everyday I wait. Everyday i return from school with a smile and end my day in tears. As days passed, the hatred in me grow stronger everyday and it gets harder everyday to hold back the feeling. Sometimes, I just wish I would be crashed by a car and my lifeless body would be fed to the sharks. We live under the same roof and have the same blood running in our veins and yet I have to withstand all those pains everyday.

As usual, I return from school with a smile. I loved school, I have friends, loving teachers and even proper meals. At home, I went to the dining table and saw 'lunch'. Chicken bones and moulded bread. 'Great' I told mom I'm not hungry and went straight to my room. I took the books from my bag and started completing my homework. I felt so tired that I took a nap before completing my homework.

Bam! And I was awake. Then another 'Bam!' and I heard mom and dad yelling at each other about things I shouldn't know. About me being a burden. I tried not to listen but they were shouting so loud that I heard everything. It was like a knife stabbing into my heart. Pain and agony. I decided to barge in their argument after I heard them telling about 'killing' and 'murdering'.

"Be brave!" I told myself and walked to them yelling "STOP!". They did stop before starting again. "It is all your fault Paisley", mom told me in tears and she slapped me in the face. Dad did the same to me and added, "Yeah, without you our lives would be perfect. All because of you, we are in a crisis!". That hit me hard, real hard. I was shocked and stood there perfectly still.

I closed my eyes and found the courage to speak up, "Is this why you do not love me?". Mom and Dad answered in unison,"Yes! That's exactly why". Then, they started hurling things at me, phone,key and even plates. Dad was in rage and he threw a chair at me. I fell to the ground and started crying. I didn't cry because of the pain, I cried because the truth hurts.

Without realising, blood flowed from my head.There was a gash on my scalp and I was slowly leaving. Everything started to turn dark and I felt like I was floating. I muttered, "I'll be gone now, your misery will come to and end. Bye mom and dad." I heard a reply," You're not our daughter! You belong to nobody!" Then the darkness fell upon me.

I opened my eyes to a bright light. I'm in heaven but wait.. I felt a stinging pain in my head and chest. It hurts so much. That couldn't be heaven. That's too much pain for heaven. Then I realised, I was in the hospital. The doctor told me that I suffered from a fractured skull and a broken rib. Doctor Carlisle even told me that the police had arrested my parents for child abuse. I felt guilty, I didn't end their misery. I doubled up their misery. "Oh no".

After 2 months of recovering in the hospital, I decided to visit mom and dad's graves. They were sentenced to death because they were running illegal business and they abused me. I went to their graves and laid down a bouquet of orchid flowers, mom's favourite. There I saw a latter, I opened it and started reading it. It was mom and dad's last words.

I walked back home and everything was just the same before. Everything was still scattered everywhere and there was dried blood, I guess it was mine. Then I walked to the only family photo we had which was hung on one of the walls. I remembered everything they had said to me. I promised not to shed another tear for them. I could no longer utter the words 'Mom' nor 'Dad' after all those things they had done to me. I packed my bags and continued on with my life.

and that's what happen when i remember too much of twilight.. I write like them! ROAR!
anyway, hoped you enjoyed reading it (:

Shiiet... bomba 2mrw..
ahh.. pretty satisfied with my results this time though..

BM- 60 (badddd..essay went down the drain)
BI- 77
M3- 84 (my first A- for maths ;D)
Add maths- 52 ( YES IM HAPPY :D! my first strong "pass")
Sej- 52
Bio- 53
Phy- 52
chem- 62
moral-94

civic- 84
pjk-69

improvements? some yes some no ;D
overall its a yes..
I shall work harder and aim higher for trial (:
wish me luck?

Signing off,
Chi Yan

Cycle of Life

2011-06-05T15:39:00.002+08:00

I like the idea of hospital in some way
of course not the rude nurse or the overly money-minded doctors

but the fact that the hospital is like a little cycle of life

where life are brought onto earth
and where life are taken away from earth

a place where cycle of life occurs

they come and go

there's sadness and also happiness
sad where loved ones are taken away from us
happy when a new life is brought to us

a place of hope,
where you hope your loved ones are okay
a place of despair,
where your loved ones leaves

there are ups and downs..
come and go

Hospital..
A little Cycle of Life (:

don't you agree?

to SOME my fellow readers,
this is just my own lil theory..
you dont have to understand it if you dont want to (:

Signing off,
Chi Yan

an impasse

2011-05-21T15:17:00.002+08:00

got that word from twilight..

Impasse..
that's what I'm in
"A situation in which no progress is possible, esp. because of disagreement; a deadlock"

things that was supposed to be so simple
yet it was made complicated by people who wasn't even supposed to be involved

such childish behavior
posting things that wasn't supposed to known by a lot on Facebook
there are no secrets on Facebook
and it was posted there
isn't that making things worse? and BIG?

already posted
and yet in denial of making things BIG?
i had the chance to talk about it on Tuesday(Wesak Day)
but i didn't make matters worse.. i kept quiet
you don't see ME posting it on Facebook,do you?

seriously, look at what you did before judging me
You don't know me, thus you have no rights to judge me

Confrontation is the only way to resolve things now
I'm not afraid of confrontation
because I want to stand for myself
but i am afraid there will be tears

Tears or anger,sadness.....
yelling at each other making things worse

but if confrontation isn't done..
I'll be back-stabbed before i could make an effort to stop things

oh well, follow my heart..
stand for myself then
believe in myself

Dear Chi Yan, have faith..

-Chi Yan-

I got 3rd for essay writing competition ;D!

2011-05-14T14:14:00.003+08:00

its been a while since i've blogged...
feels good to start typing long loooong stuff again...

so okay lets see..
last 2 weeks was exam..
couldnt say much because the really
im-gonna-take-down-your-brain subjects are coming this week
which is chemistry,bio 3, physics and of course
the pain
add maths!

guess we're all not gonna get some good night sleep this week since the subjects are gonna kill us xD!

anyway, during exam
i wish i could find the courage to say this
"Son of a, son of a.. you know whos the real son of a bitch? you (;"
because SOME people wouldn't keep their mouth shut.
one little sound and you'll go all
"Son of a..."
you're the son of a bitch.. bastard..

and some idiots cheat..
its such a foolish act that i think they dont even deserve to be called idiots..
they are a disgrace of idiots..
they are even more idiotic than an idiot..
we couldn't punish them
but God will..

too bad i couldn't watch them cheat
or else i wouldn't mind telling teacher about it
too bad i had to sit the most front table and couldn't see anything at the back..

seriously, bastards.. :P

haha!

anyway,

Won 3rd prize for english essay writing competition(language week)!!!!
an achievement for me ;D
i wrote about a fantasy story...
It was about..

"Abby-The Girl who had a Key in her Heart"

totally forgot to write that title after i finished..
wish i could rewrite my story to share with everyone

but i couldn't remember how i wrote it..
i wish i could get it back!

i mean.. I WANNA READ WHAT I WROTE AGAIN! D:

Ah! dammit..

anyway!
im off for now ;D

Ciao!

-Chi Yan-

May is here

2011-04-30T14:11:00.002+08:00

So today is 30th of April which is my nasty but awesome friend, Becca's birthday.

Just wanna say Happy Birthday! God Bless You.. although you might not see this but its the thoughts that count afterall (:

So, May is here...
and it means mid year exams are coming
preparation?
nothing (:

don't know why i couldn't slap myself awake
awake from this shit attitude of mine..
i really don't know why..

couldn't explain myself..
yet couldn't force myself to study..

is this what you call the ups and downs in life?
is this my downfall? ):

wish someone could guide me through this..
yet only wishing alone don't do me any good..

oh well...
life playing a fool on me?

-Chi Yan-

April..

2011-04-17T13:04:00.002+08:00

So, it's April...

Its been awhile since i've updated my blog..
been really really busy with stuffs..
moral projects..
civic projects..
dramas...
homework...

and now mid year exam is coming..
the SPM heat is on..!
i guess this is where i should start studying?
but the mood just isn't there..
what happened to me?
why am i being so lazy?
what have i become?

I really don't know how to answer those question..
i used to be so hardworking
and studied like nerds when i was in primary..
even until the time i took PMR...

everything changed.. including me..
i've became lazier than ever..
not the good-two-shoes i used to be...
not a good sign..
everything is done so last minute...
i don't even believe im actually doing that
I used to get things done so fast...
oh well.. at least i do realise that im like that
maybe i should try to be who i used to be...

currently i'm:
working on an article for next year school magazine..
so far so good...

trying to study
not going so well..

trying to find the courage within myself to do things i never had guts to do
such as voicing out daring ideas...
warning people i should warn...
yell at people that i longed to yell at...
or perhaps fight back when someone scolds me for no apparent reason...

I have nothing else to say..
just that i'm feeling really moody nowadays...
and I don't always get the boost i need/want..
thus, forgive me if i did throw my tantrums at you
I really don't mean it
but it just so happen you might be the wrong person at the wrong time..
hope you understand

btw, maybe it's time for me to voice out..
I no longer want to be your option..
I don't want to treat you as priority if you treat me as an option
I am not your toy... I am also not your puppet..
I truly had enough...

Signing off,
Chi Yan

2 more days..

2011-03-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

so.........

2 more days left (saturday and sunday)
and holiday is over and school starts again
I can't say im happy but i won't say im sad too LOL

but anyway..
getting flu all over again isn't fun at all D:
before i get the chance to heal..
i think i was having fever yesterday
was feeling all heaty and stuff
so.. i went and wash my face/arms/neck over and over again to cool off
and i dont dry it and went under a fan to cool off
was feeling so comfy that time
so i guess that's how I got the flu that i didn't had a chance to heal from ><
but I didn't do it a lot of time.. maybe my immune system was still weak..ugh..

anyway..
I've learned White Horse by Taylor Swift on the guitar :D
gonna try another song wheeeeee..........................................

gotta go..

TTYL!

signing off,
Chi Yan

"holidays" yea right..

2011-03-12T16:13:00.002+08:00

apparently its holidays..

but looking at the amount of homework...
doesn't feel like holiday anymore

holidays..
but have to feel stressed and pressured by the homework
always worrying whether it'll be finished or not..

every single subject has homework
except for PJK

Outing on next Tuesday! can't wait
but then.. going out for Sivik Project..
homework again xD!
but it's okay
learn while you play &
play while you learn!

guitar learning progress going good!
at least i can complete a song[without singing]
(;!

will blog more when i have more to tell

Signing Off,
Chi Yan

1 month

2011-03-12T00:50:00.004+08:00

its been 1 month since i've blogged
ever wonder what i did within that 1 month?
well i can tell you
exams and study..
been busy with exams
and then there was prefect "camp"
its not really a camp but they call it camp anyway..

It was awesome
learnt a lot..being a team is VERY important
got to know Juniors and got closer to those whom i already knew..
got to learn to trust people by technically falling into their hands..carried by them
watch an awesome movie...
had open and public heart to heart talk with the facilitators & teachers...
was in the lizard group..though i hate lizards...ironic...
held a closing ceremony for the whole thing
was awesome..
performed as dwarf in the epic drama [Snow White..sorta]
excellent job to the author (: you know who you are
there's so much to say that im too tired to say it all out here
but it was awesome..
just needed more time to bond with the juniors more though~

tired.. gonna sleep BYE!

Signing Off,
Chi Yan

*EDIT* 13 March 2011
before i forget,
Just want to say a BIG thank you to those who thanked us, AJKs, during the session
I appreciate all of your appreciations (:
I'm so touched hearing all those things [although it might not be directed to me]
I actually expected more messages like:
'You guys suck man!'
but then again
everything we hear was like 'Thanks! You guys are awesome!'
So then, guess I shouldnt judge till i see the conclusion eh?
Thanks a lot.. like seriously (:

Random

2011-02-12T14:16:00.002+08:00

I haven't blog for a while...
Probably due to the holidays,exams and schools..

p/s: i'm just gonna blog about whatever that pops into my mind right now~

Been quite busy nowadays and nothing much happens in life now..~

Just the same routine everyday...
Wake up, get ready, go to school, study, recess, study, go home for lunch,do homework, watch tv, dinner, watch tv, sleep
and then it starts ALL over again..

So, Chinese New Year is over...
and very soon its Chap Goh Mei
very soon its Intervensi 1 exam again

Oh yes.. I went for holidays during the Chinese New Year
Skipped school 3 days just for that...

Luckily I came just in time for Yasmeen's Birthday ;)
So, when Dao Zhung's group finished their presentation for their oral assessment
they gave her a surprise
and she was screaming over a Korean dude...

Weather is so hot nowadays its almost impossible to not sweat under a fan ><

Would like to take this chance to thank God for everything that was given to me..
whether its food, knowledge or even a friend...
Thanks for everything...

Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing I'd realise what i had when you were mine - Taylor Swift , Back to December

Been trying very hard to get what i want...
I just hope that it turns out right
and nothing goes wrong

Hopefully you see the effort that I've made...
Whether or not you get this message...
I just hope you realise it in your heart~

Valentine's Day is soon
but I dont celebrate Valentine's Day so it pretty much meant nothing to me at all xD

seems that suicide is a serious thing in Malaysia....
I mean... 60 person dying because of suicide....
It's not the right way of resolving your problems...
I used have the thoughts of suiciding
but i stayed alive anyway (:
I thought of people worth my living
I thought of things worth my living
and then the thought just pass (:

Hopefully people will realise it's not a good thing to suicide
Trading your life for people's sadness and tears especially from those who love you?
I dont think its worth the trade...
You might feel relived that you died...
but what about those who love you?
Dont suicide.. Seriously.. dont even think about it...

Oh btw,
Guitar is awesome (:

I gotta go now...

Signing off,
-Chi Yan-

So yea... (:

2011-01-15T15:30:00.002+08:00

Due to a request from the awesome "Pei Sak"

Im updating my blog!!!

its been 2 weeks since school has started
homework has been piling like dust on my fan!
before im done with it..
another teacher gives anohter homework
its kinda stressful when i cant complete it ><

Had mesyuarat agung..
didnt get much post
only got SU for the club i joined...
easiest secretary job ever xD

only 7 members lalalalalalala~~~

Sitting with Nicole this year (:
had to sit second last row again like last year...

Learning differentiation for add maths...
confusing like hell..

said the worse thing i've said in life so far...

went for cousin's dinner
wore black dress first time in life (:
wore black wedge first time in life (:
went at least 4cm taller (using wedges) (:

realise that i do have some awesome friends (:

new year
new week
same old life (:

gave another chance
awaiting for action

Signing Off,
Chi Yan (:

Jealousy is a killer..

2010-12-24T01:49:00.002+08:00

It is a pain to watch whats happening around me lately..
its a pain.. pain!

Jealousy is eating me up bit by bit...but
i dont care..
i dont care..
I DON'T FREAKING CARE!
just shut up
and leave me alone

nobody cares what i blog anyway..

im not in a mood..
just stay away...!

#&@^#@&%$!*%#!^*$%@$#^&*!

Signing Off,
Chi Yan >(

Ugh D;

2010-12-06T02:59:00.003+08:00

I wont be doing the 30-Day temporarily because i cant find the photos D:
will post it up as soon as i found it :D

plus
He/She dont seem to bother to care about our "bond"
D;
I wonder why im giving so much hope when i know he/she dont seem to give a damn about this..
oh well
if theres hope
i guess theres still a chance (:

Just like how i found "her" email :D

Signing Off,
Chi Yan

4th ASEAN International Chopin Piano Competition [22 Nov-28 Nov 2010]

2010-11-29T16:52:00.008+08:00

4th ASEAN International Chopin Piano Competition
had ended

a HUGE congratulations to those participants who won ;)
you people did GREAT!

Too bad i cant remember those who win :(

Those primary school grade 1-2 participants are sooooo CUTE!

Participants from primary school grade 3-4 are sooo cute also! ^^

Participants from primary school 5-6 cute!

Participants from Junior School [aka form 1-3 in Msia] is so PRO!

Participants from Senior School [aka form 4-5 in Msia] is so GOOD! [grats Evelyn]

Pariticipants from College is so cool! they are all older than us[volunteers]! xD

Participants from General category is scary D; i wished them good luck and they glared at me D; too bad no one won for this category.. i was hoping Miss Akagi won D;

Then theres Concerto A,B and C
i dont know how they separate the age limit thing
but i know
Miss Akagi is in Concerto C with another girl from Ukraine ...
for me... Miss Akagi played better..
but im not a professional in music or anything so i dont know how the jury feels...
but i feel she played better ;)
I really like her.. i admire the way she plays the piano..
its like... shes so into it.. so emotional and all..

i just LOVE the way she played it!

i asked for her autograph
but Char Lie was laughing at me D;

the situation was something like this

Us: can we have a picture with you?
Miss Akagi: yea
*takes picture*
Me: erm.. can i have your autograph? *pauses* i like the way you play...the piano
CL: *laughs*

DDDDDDDD;
It might not be the exact thing i said but it has the same meaning D;

then after Concerto C-Final Stage at backstage
i took another 2 picture with her ;)
im happy (:

oh yea before it was her turn to perform...
i carried her bag :D
when she came out of the practice room
i offered to carry her bag... then she went to the toilet
and she came back out and got tissue from her bag...
after she came out..
i lift the bag higher
i was thinking that she might wanna put the tissue back into the bag
but i guess she thought i asked her to carry her own bag instead DDDD:
I DIDNT MEAN THAT T.T

she said this: erm.. could you please? please?
me: [knowing what she mean a.k.a carry her bag out] yes yes yes

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
I DIDNT MEAN IT DDDDDDDDDDD:

i hope she sees this D;

now lets talk about my work
Im working as an Usher in the front hall
my job is to make sure the audience are:
1.quiet
2.dont make any recordings
3.dont move around too much
4.dont leave the hall until a category is done
5.etc. [such as showing the way to the toilet and etc.]

mostly its more to a prefect's duty
same like taking care of student at school
which is totally normal to me ==
since im a prefect in school anyway...

anyhow i ditch Usher work sometimes to go backstage [i did it, i admit it]
but i visit backstage when theres a short break or intermission (:
and i always visit when Hiwa Akagi is gonna perform :D [this is not a secret :D]

i miss everything ):
i miss waking up early
feeling tired
having sore feet
staying in 5 star hotel
seeing KLCC every night
taking LRT back and forth from KLCC to Panggung Bandaraya
eating at the stairs outside of Panggung Bandaraya xD
meeting people from other countries and making friends with them
i miss EVERYTHING!

somehow i feel weird after returning home
its been 6 days
i see people from other countries
seeing the Panggung Bandaraya
seeing Hotel Maya as temporarily home
LRT as transportation

after i return home everything seems so different!
back to seeing Malaysians
seeing Home as Home
taking car as transportation..

its like a Jet Lag D;

FUN experiences
although tiring
but seriously
i dont think you can get this kind of experience anywhere else (:
i always wanted friends from other countries (:
now i got some :D
im glad (:

there might something im missing out (:
but i'll probably re-edit it later on (:

thanks for reading :D
and i hoped you enjoyed reading it too :D

Signing Off,
Chi Yan

p/s: i wish to make friends with Miss Hiwa Akagi (:

holidays

2010-11-18T23:45:00.003+08:00

Holidays have started (:
which means school is over
which means form 4 life is over
im pretty much
unsatisfied with my final exam result
not even a single A-
very very bad

lots of things happen even before the holidays started
im so glad i have a bunch of great buddies to be there for me
seriously guys
thanks a lot (:
you know who you are

thanks a lot
now im off to trying to get golden sunflower in plants vs zombies (:
its every plants vs zombies player to get that (:
its the greatest honor in that game

once again
thanks my buddy
especially Suki,Cl,Yl,Tim ,Nicole C, Fiona, Nicole[sis] and Jing Jia
thanks to those awesome people who made me laugh like mad
especially kushaal, su wen,kah deng [the epic fall xD],yasmeen, wing hong,mabel,mathew and my awesome buddy

seriously im sorry if i didnt type your name here
i'll remember you in heart (:
its the thoughts that count okay (:

Signing Off,
Chi Yan

p/s: big bad book sale is awesome (:

lol... sweet 16 >)

2010-11-11T15:52:00.002+08:00

sweet 16 is truly sweet..
had fun with a bunch of great peeps!

photos on my facebook account xD!

60+ photos.. lazy upload here :D!

thanks peeps for remembering and wishing me!
I appreciate it very much...

oh yea.. just to make it clear for you peeps...
i dont want anything :P
even if i DID want something..
i'll get it myself..!

i only want YOU to remember.. thats all (:

Sweet,
Chi Yan is 16!

SAD WEIH!

2010-11-06T23:13:00.003+08:00

whiteangel_girl94@hotmail.com said (9:04 PM):
HAAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAAAYYY AM I THE LASSTTT? 8DD because everyone sure rush to be first AHHA I copy CHAR LIEE >D
WHOOPS
I thought today was the 13th ==
ok NVM I WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK HAHAH

today is only 6th of November D;
and shes asking whether shes last..
i feel so sad weih D;

saddest bday ever D:

omgomgomgomgomg OMG!

2010-11-06T15:21:00.002+08:00

i love this picture :D HEARTS :D

ILU :D

so nice so nice so nice so nice so NICEEEEEEEEE!

I LOVE KRISTEN STEWART AND TAYLOR SWIFT AND HAYLEY WILLIAMS OMGOMGOMG!

I LOVE YOU PEEPS :D!

this is confusing me D;

2010-11-02T17:35:00.002+08:00

Since exam is over..

im kinda happy that i can on computer every night
but im quite sad that form 4 life is almost over..

confusing kind of feeling D;

oh and i've just finished the book 'Make Lemonade'
the whole story is kinda nice..
but the ending is...

neh not telling you spoilers :P

Confused,
Chi Yan

Holiday Activity #1

2010-10-30T22:46:00.003+08:00

i know i know
exam aint over YET!
and im here blogging~

because I CANT WAIT FOR HOLIDAYS!
not because i dont want to study
i just need some rest
feel stressed nowadays

oh oh .... i finally opened my package!

my RM59 went to these stuff
THANK YOU SCHOLASTIC!
im gonna read from top to bottom!
now im already Make Lemonade... at pg 91 [ 91/200]
another hundred and im done
so far....the story is kinda nice and cute..

all 4 books are kinda old...
i mean, the stories are old
its like
its written in the year 1993-2008
they're just reprinted version
but I DO NOT CARE
for the fact that
I READ BOOKS FOR THE STORY
not for the sake of following book trends

im gonna read all these books during my holiday..
which is healthier than playing computer games and watching tv all day (:

Just 2 more days of exam
and we can face HELL!
because we're gonna get our results
i DARE NOT think about it
i wouldn't wanna die XD!

i hope i pass my add maths
and pass my chemistry

since i failed both that subject for the previous exam :/

thats al for today :D

Signing Off,
Chi Yan

To be or not to be?

2010-10-24T20:08:00.002+08:00

Should i make my blog private? :/
kinda feel stalked..
maybe i should just invite some of my friends...

what shall i do? hmmmm :/

confused,
Chi Yan

p/s: wont update much for now.. final exam @.@

EXAM!

2010-10-17T20:19:00.002+08:00

SIGH! 2mrw is exam.. and then the exam combo comes... till 2nd of November...

but my mum promised.. ater exam.. i can on EVERY NIGHT! :D
so.. i guess i should study huh... :D

. . . . .

problem is...
i dont feel like studying.....

GOSH! HEW CHI YAN WHAT ARE YOU DOING!

confused,
Chi Yan

Char Lie, My DEAR EPIC FRIEND XD

2010-10-12T22:02:00.005+08:00

A response to Cl's POST!! SHE SAY BAD WORD! JUST READ

Chi Yan = me
Penguin= Char Lie

Chi Yan~ im a sadd sucker XD! says:
i got sumthing to ask u
wait till i finish my mango 1st

penguin :} says:
okayy haha

Chi Yan~ im a sadd sucker XD! says:
k done
i feel jealous ):
YOu only webcam with yl and kah chun
i jealous

penguin :} says:
LMAO
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Chi Yan~ im a sadd sucker XD! says:
sad ):

penguin :} says:
LIDDAT ALSO FEEL JEALOUS HAHAHA

Chi Yan~ im a sadd sucker XD! says:
cannnnnn

penguin :} says:
lmao
dam cute klar u

Chi Yan~ im a sadd sucker XD! says:
mana ada
i jealous
btw cute means
attractive in a childish manner
im childish? D;

penguin :} says:
HAHAHA
YES
EXTREMELY CHILDISH

Chi Yan~ im a sadd sucker XD! says:
im sad
how can you say such a thing to me?!
D;
WHAT KIND OF FRIEND ARE YOU?

penguin :} says:
HAHAHA
A GOOD ONE
LOL

Chi Yan~ im a sadd sucker XD! says:
):
FINE
SINCE YOU SO HONEST

penguin :} says:
can i put that in blog?

Chi Yan~ im a sadd sucker XD! says:
fine!

penguin :} says:
dam kao cute man

Chi Yan~ im a sadd sucker XD! says:
put that line also
penguin :} says:
dam kao cute man
put this line also
penguin :} says:
dam kao cute man

penguin :} says:
LOL dont want

Chi Yan~ im a sadd sucker XD! says:
penguin :} says:
dam kao cute man
penguin :} says:
dam kao cute man

penguin :} says:
ltr i look so vulgar HAHA

Chi Yan~ im a sadd sucker XD! says:
dont put then cannot

penguin :} says:
HAHA
TOO LATE

Chi Yan~ im a sadd sucker XD! says:
i hate you then
D;

penguin :} says:
i loveee u

see.... she never tell the whole thing ;)

GOTCHA,
Chi Yan ;P

im not lazy

2010-10-08T01:44:00.002+08:00

as the title of this post said
IM NOT LAZY TO BLOG!

i just have nothing to blog about

either that or
i have things i want to say but i cant let the whole world know

sometimes its just so hard...

people say life is hard
i agree

but sometimes.. think about this way..
is life hard or the people you meet in life makes them hard?
i say.. people i meet in life make life itself hard
its just not fair..
people tend to take things for granted..
taking advantages of me...
stealing my idea...
taking things for granted..
for the sake of not making an argument..
i had to keep my mouth shut..
you just have no idea how much i want to tell you off..
well, what can i do? suck it all up and move on..
sacrificing for a friend.. sigh

ever had the feeling where you think
everyone on earth dont know you anymore?
sometimes i have that feeling..sad..

when i make an effort to greet people
they ignore me
when i gave up
there they are.. waiting for me

sometimes, i say this to myself when certain people talk to me
i thought i only existed when you need me?

sometimes when im in need,
people arent there for me..
or maybe i just dont see them..
but i cant just go jump off a building
or go cut myself.. or do anything ridiculous

what to do?
hmm.. suck it all up and move on with life
because there isnt something i could do..

there are people who care and dont care about us
and also people who we have to care and also people we have to dont care
so.. we should move on for the people who care about us
and also for people whom we care
why make life hard...

hope you got the message...

fell in love with Paramore's The Only Exception (:

Signing Off,
Chi Yan

LOL

2010-10-01T18:29:00.002+08:00

Had loads of fun today~

Especially the drama part and also the singing part

The Fruitcake Special~
no photos at all... cause i didnt bring camera
feel free to visit my facebook.. to see photos tagged by others

we did a drama based on the Literature Story
The Fruitcake Special
invited 4 teacher
1.Our class teacher
2.our english teacher
3. Miss Mimi
4. Miss Esther

wasnt involve in the drama

then we sang Bruno Mars's Just The Way You Are
as a performance for our practical teacher
who are leaving us soon ):

Thanks Miss Mimi and Miss Esther for everything.. gonna miss my them so much ):

anyway

had cake
took pictures
had fun!

Best Of Luck My AWESOME teacher

Regards,
Chi Yan :D

School.. wtf

2010-09-24T17:45:00.002+08:00

1st week of school after the holidays...
seems like this week was okay.. since quite a lot of teachers didnt come..

Summary of the Week!

Monday:
Karnival Seni at school~ loads of peeps from other school came for it
then.. passed up my Ceriathon card.. like finally XD
made teacher count all the RM1 i collected :P
Monday pretty much ended like that

Tuesday
Karnival Seni still going on..
finally had a chance to go and visit.. but it was already 80% EMPTY T^T
saw those models.. wasnt interested..
played 'cikupak' with my english teacher (:
had loads of fun whacking teacher and also getting whacked :D
tooks some pictures~~~

Wednesday
teachers was pestering those people to pay up for ceriathon.. XD
ER......... sejarah teacher didnt come :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
played 'hi yes meet' with Cheryl, Becca, Yasmeen, Mabel and Matthew.
our names during the game:
Matthew: Char Kuey Teow Ah Beng's sexy mother's useless superman colorful boxers
Mabel: Black Dumb dumb cheryl's smelly backside boyfriend
Yasmeen: Super Duper Old Nyanyuk Nenek from Kampung XD
Cheryl: Chee Cheong Fun Umpa Lumpa Platypus-sy
Me: Mable
Becca: Becca (SHE WON MAN! WTF)

Thursday:
hmm..... discussed about the roles for drama... The Fruitcake Special
got recruited into Prop Team..
nothing much~~~

Friday: (aka today)
no pj ):
apparently.. teahchers are afraid we might not be able to finish the syllabus in time
i think so too XD
so we ended up studying physics..
Sanjiv dropped a thermometer.. and it broke..
and apparently.. he touched the mercury
when teacher ask where was it.. he hid it under the table..
then later.. teacher said something like
'You buat kesalahan nevermind, just show me where is it now'
Sanjiv:i dont know
Teacher:just tell me where is it now
Sanjiv: OK, I dropped the thermometer and its there now *points at broken thermometer*

LMAO XD that moment was EPIC XD

during moral, we did presentation
the slideshow file was in my thumbdrive
i hid all my files in another file.. so my classmates wouldnt see it
and then.. TEACHER VERY EPIC
SHE GO AND SCAN MY THUMBDRIVE (takut got virus)
and everyone saw what it scanned..
LIKE WTH MAN
then they saw my games, and files
and then it hang-ed while scanning the name list of 4 Saga
and my classmates thought i was overly obsessed with that class
WTH MAN.. the name list was for prefect's new system :P
EPIC DAY IS EPIC XD

well, thats almost the the week XD :D

enjoy reading it~

EPIC DAY,
Chi Yan

I love Taylor Swift :D

2010-09-19T15:42:00.002+08:00

I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT! im sure you guys can see it.. through my new layout
and of course playlist!

PLEASE LISTEN TO TAYLOR SWIFT'S MINE
IF YOU HAD NEVER HEARD IT BEFORE!

its very nice~~~ :D

see the video~~ its nice :D

time to off! :D

Love,
Chi Yan :D

Random enough

2010-07-24T13:22:00.002+08:00

Its been almost forever since i blogged...
because theres been too much of stuff happening around me

so i wasnt really in the mood to go blog about all the
crappy stuff that happened

dont wanna ruin my reader's mood

well,I'VE WATCHED ECLIPSE!
its an accomplishment for me
because it has almost been forever that i went out!

movie was just so-so because if u've read the book
the movie is a summary of it..sort of

overall, life has been boring for me
everyday go school,study,come back, sleep
then next day go school,study,come back,sleep

so im being lifeless...

not much achievement in life yet because i suck...

nothing much to blog about because prefect camp photos are all in facebook
and for lazy people like me to post it here? nah impossible..
plus, uploading photos over here will take me forever..
so if you EVER wanna see the photos.. can always see it through my facebok account.
ENJOY~

thats all i have to say for this post...
im sorry that i have nothing to blog about

FYI, i will not close down this blog eventhough i rarely update...
because its always a place for me to say everything i want to say (:

thats all for this post.. bye~

signing off,
Chi Yan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2010-06-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS A VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY x A GOOGOLPLEX SPECIAL DAY!

if u dont know whats a googoolplex! i'll tell u!

one googol is 1 followed by a hundred zero which means this
A Googol:
10 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000

but a googolplex is 1 followed by a googol of zero!
which means i cant show it! because its IMPOSSIBLE!
if u still dont get it.. google it xD

here you go...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Googolplex

BTW,20-June-2010 is my BEST FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY!
and who is my best friend????

LIEBCHEN HAN-SHYE-WEI! WOOOH! HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY DARLING!
no worries im not les!

hey.. cant buy a bday cake..am sick ! still.. here you go lol! sorry but this is just a picture!
dont lick ur monitor screen!

sorry babe.. i dont have a picture of u.. cant make this post special.. (:
i only have that fake cake for u
but im sure that you know that i know u know that i know u will understand ;)

HEYYYYYY! may all your wishes come true!
except for the one that says Edward Cullen is your husband! ;P
Edward Cullen will belong to Bella Swan for ever and ever!

thats all to this lil Birthday Post!

buh bye 16 years old girl!

Happy Birthday,
Chi Yan!!!!!

come on!!!!

2010-05-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

come on! holidays faster come!
exam faster finish!
come on
come on
COME ON!!!!!!!!

cant wait for holidays!

bye,
Chi Yan :D

Boooooring la

2010-05-22T13:53:00.001+08:00

booooooring!

exam will be in for like at least .. 3weeks.. which is almost a MONTH!!!!
so many papers to do!
so many essay to write!

last thursday and friday.. i wrote so much that i think that this is the first time i wrote so much xD
theres more to come.. sejarah essay
chemistry essay...
moral essay...
and more...

i dont feel sad for myself.. but i feel sad for my pen!
have to write so much!
pity the ink!
and i pity the papers too!
so much of paper used..
after u get it back also
u cant reuse it no more..unless u keep it for revision..

pity the environment..
nowadays the weather is just so freaking unpredictable.
morning very sunny..
by evening suddenly the sky turn dark and it rain like cats and dogs!!!
last wednesday.. the rain was so heavy that my house roof went leaking ):
lucky my dad know hows to fix ==
or else indoor flood xD

nowdays i feel so lifeless.. i've been playing Zoo Tycoon again..
yes the old version xD
lucky i got some cheats :X

this random post comes to an end!!

off to monitoring my Zoo xD bye for now~!

Zoo Tycoon Player,
Chi Yan xD

Annoying Orange

2010-05-08T15:30:00.000+08:00

The Annoying Orange is seriously DAMN annoying xD
it keeps repeating and keeps annoying other fruits..

i saw.. the orange was annoying an iPhone xD and he calls it apple.
he even annoys the super mario ==

and in the end... 1 fruit will definitely die xD

i saw the orange annoying a tomato
then the tomato got blended in a blender..
the tomato ended up as Ket-Chup xD

in the end... You'll laugh xD
although its annoying
but its Funny xD

oh yea.. and they love to drag the words like...
WA SSSSSSSSSSUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP xD
or
WA SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BI xD

very the annoying..
any of you who havent watch the video
maybe u guys should go watch it on youtube!

lol..

this post comes to an end!

wa suppppppppppppppp! xD

bye,
Chi Yan says WAA-SA-BEH!

i seriously hate wannabes..

2010-04-24T22:46:00.000+08:00

Disclaimer: This post may be offensive for some readers. Do not read if u find it offensive. Im just using my blog to say things that i really wanna say to this fella but i've got no guts to do so because he's still sort of blood related...(p/s: im not mentioning bout my bro) and i have the guts to post it here is because.. he thinks i dont blog.. so he definitely wont find me here XD

THE OFFENSIVE AND STUPID POST STARTS here (:

i hate wannabes and i've been saying that A LOT lately
because
someone idiotic
tries to imitate Edward Cullen aka Robert Pattinson(in his beard-less form)

well guess wad....??

YOU LOOK NOTHING LIKE EDWARD CULLEN! #^!%^@
dont act like him when u are not!
YOU ARE NOT EDWARD CULLEN AND WILL NEVER BE ONE!
its useless! Your girlfriend wont like you even u ARE edward cullen
ur attitude SUCKS
dont start calling yourself vegetarian when YOU STILL EAT FISH!

oh yea... dont act like ur some sort of twilight fan when u havent even read the whole series
dont say u are a fan when u cant even pronounce carlisle's name properly
dont say u like alice when all u did was watch the movie
dont act!

im not trying to say im a super fan or something
cause all i did was read the whole series
and watched both twilight and new moon
p/s: if i dont call myself a super fan.. u've got no rights! :P

sometimes u act like u know about twilight more than me...
sorry to say... im better :P:P

and even more :P
putting edward cullen as ur facebook profile pic makes me mad!
u aint no edward cullen
putting twilight theme on your handphone.. so wad?
that doesnt prove anything :P

im still better than you~~
i love twilight more than u love ur girlfriend :P

My post ends here...
whether he sees this or not..
at least i can release my anger xD
If he sees this.. GREAT xD

signing off,
Chi Yan..(I LOVE TWILIGHT MORE THAN YOU DO) XD

p/s: u can always ask me whether it's you, incase u misunderstand (:

wtf

2010-04-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

walao this week is seriously FAST
or maybe it was just me :X

hahahahah!
cause i've been feeling really really sleepy this week
lol
maybe lack of sleep????

maybe........
or because of nightmares?
nah i dont remember any..

maybe i've been having BAD dreams
but not nightmares xD

whatever the problem is...
hopefully
i can sleep well
next week xD

got oral test for bm and english next week
nooooooooooo!!

i havent memorise yet T^T
and theres so many things happening this week
im tired..

and im feeling emo again
is the emo flu coming back to me again???
i cant help myself ):

i wish i can lie on a field filled with grass and
pretend nothing was going on

maybe i should visit the playground as soon as i can
and play like a kid as if nothing happened
but is that really really gonna work???
i dont know

who knows
i should give it a shot
never try never know

tired,
Chi Yan

system engaged

2010-04-03T13:48:00.000+08:00

just as i expected...!
April is better than much.. so far so good

and i've learnt a lil lesson from ice skating

when u fall and cant get up,
the person who will come and help you up is
your friend..

and how did i remember about this?
i was packing pj shirt for pjk on friday and saw the glove(for ice skating)

and that totally made me feel so much better
after being sort of moody for weeks

so it would take me time
to really be happy-go-lucky
but i think i feel much more better and cheerful now

thanks shye wei for being there for me when i was really down (:
thanks yen ling for being there for me too :)
thanks cheryl for saying lame things to me xD

well i guess
this is the end of another post!

i really dont know wad to blog about
cause nothing much really happens
unless u want to know what homework we have in 4 Belian xD

signing off,
Chi Yan is a retard :P

holidays~

2010-03-16T15:04:00.000+08:00

holidays are so far normal~
cause last week was totally a busy week..
so not much holiday homework...~
which means i cna relax for at least a week~
although 1 week is very little

but look at the bright side
its very rare that theres not much holiday homework on holiday~ :D
CNY holiday is not fun (except for the angpows la)
cause its very busy and HOT and A LOT OF HOLIDAY HOMEWORK
so i dont consider it a holiday at all ):
but this week .. i'll consider it a holiday!
less homework MORE FUN xD
and dont have to go out much~
and its quite cooling (in my area it rains frequently)
and its fun? xD

i'll miss this holiday ):
cause after this holiday
thats when all the challenge begins~
I MUST STUDY HARDER! GAH! (might be impossible though :X )
xD

holidays holidays holidays
i no money go out this holiday la
I WAN GO ICE SKATING CAUSE IM ADDICTED TO IT!
and I WANNA WATCH ALICE IN WONDERLAND!
I AM FREAKING WAITING FOR NEW MOON DVD TO BE OUT!
I WANT A FREAKIN LIFE! xD
i want a digital camera really badly :X

lol random wants~
human are VERY VERY VERY greedy.. :X
and u cant deny that!

er.. dont know what to blog la...
i everyday
wake up,eat, go online,chores,bathe,watch tv,eat,watch tv, go online, sleep xD
sigh

nothing else to blog about la :/
so thats all for today's random post xD
bye~

off to something else,
Chi Yan

sigh... MARCH!!!!! are u leaving yet?

2010-03-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

such a busy week!

ujian 1 almost gonna end.. just moral exam left(for us)
and now prefect orientation
saturday and sundays.. 7am reach school
no proper rest for the week..

essays to write
ceramah to listen
public speaking

wow this is gonna be fun*cough*

next week got marching practice (prefect) everyday after school
full 'raptai' on wednesday
moral exam on Thursday
SPM result thursday
sports day on friday

and finally Holiday
which means holiday homework *drops dead*
i bet teacher will ask us to do corrections for the exam
which will be a lot
since i dont think i'll get good results *dies*

hopefully will do better next time
at least now i know how the questions will be asked ==

might drop dead the next week

march is no good
so busy
weather so hot
so many earthquakes

the horror of march....
March is horrible.. anyone agree? ):

lets hope
APRIL COMES!

then it'll be fun!
The fun of April! :D
then our kokurikulum will start...
then i can play badminton xD although im no good

then it should turn out nicely...

looking forward to March but not 2mrw nor the day after 2mrw

off for games,
Chi Yan

uh oh

2010-02-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be a busy march...

no time to waste

good luck to everyone in your exams!

im off xD

bye,
Chi Yan

FUN FUN FUN!

2010-02-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

wheee

stress relieving before the 1st exam feels nice

Yesterday aka 25 February 2010 aka Sook Yii's Bday :D

we all went her house for a.. party? O_O
xD

then we eat.. the food was SERIOUSLY OK!
theres sooo darn much of catering service out there that SUCKS like SHIT!

then after we eat
we go sook yii's room
then we chat chat and chat and chat and chat and chat and ... chat
then we went down for 2nd round of food
then we chat
and sook yii opened my "present" (sort of) aka lion game
hope she enjoyed :D
then sook yii mum go take the jelly cake (dog shaped)
then sook yii 'tak sanggup' cut the dog xD
then ended we ate the dog body
the head we didnt eat :D

then then then we go back her room chat till we go home

then we sleep

then we wake up!

then we get ready gooooooo...... SUNWAY!

go where?
SUNWAY!
where????
S-U-N-W-A-Y
huh?
SUN-WAY
sun-wad?
*($&@&#!
oohhh SUNWAY :P
==

XDXD

ok we went there
then we sit at the Burger King shop there till everyone reach and we waited
then when everyone is here
we waited till 11am for the movie to start
if u're curious, we watched Valentine's Day
and it was NICE! seriously! its funny..
the MOST memorable part is the 3 words!
i wont say it here cause it'll be spoilers by then ):
seriously, go watch it yourself :D

Then Kushaal and Chris, i think ,went to watch Lengendary Thief
ask them bout the movie

then after we're done we had lunch
Cl and Becca and Ern ate at Burger King
i ate at McD xD

then we go ice skating :D
fun fun fun
first roun ern guided me
and well... sort of troubling her ):
then when we were trying
theres this unknown guy..
he skates too fast
he said: woah woah woah
*BANG BOOM POW KABOOM!*
i fell ==
ern fell too
cause the guy banged her too xD

then i went rest (feet tired )
then go agn

then Kye chin saw me she came and sort of tries to teach me
and then she dragged me (frustruated maybe xD)
and she dragged too fast
i fell ==

then my pants wet xD

sook yii was guided by becca :D
i was guided by ern,kye chin,tuck fai and chris (so many tutors xD)
CL was skating alone
Kushaal also skated
Boon Sing dono go where already xD

then after that we all went home

and thats the end of the fun ):

maybe we should do this agn when we have time :D

thats the end of this post :D

have fun!

signing off,
Chi Yan the noob skater xD

not now

2010-02-20T14:58:00.000+08:00

phew.. just got back from bandung

woke up at 4am(our time) to catch the plane at 7.15am ( our time)
then...
it rained
so plane delayed... 8am only we took flight ==
reached at around 9.30am

so now...
lazy to post bout my trip yet

later...

lazy,
Chi Yan

ironic

2010-02-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

ironically, my cousin thinks im a form 2 ==

ironically my dad whacked me for no FUCKIN reason

he: not hot meh?
me: if u dont move its not hot

then he go hit my HEAD
and SHOUDLER

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIS FUCKIN EARS!
my HEAD is not a PUNCH BAG for his HANDS to HIT ON

I DESPISE POKER
I HATE POKER
POKER U SUCK!

WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE THAT HE HAVE TO WHACK ME
IT DOESNT HURT
i know la
BUT HEY
U DONT GET WHACK UNLESS U DID SOMETHING WRONG
WHAT THE FUCK I DID WRONG?!
all i did was simply answer a question when asked?
is that wrong?

there is no justice on this earth
i have nothing to say

this post is meaningless
but i just wanna find a spot where i can use as a punch bag

Lets forget it
Sad things arent nice
negative things are no fun

so yea
i'll be going to Bandung,Indonesia 2mrw
and i dono whether i would have time to online 2mrw
so..
i might as well say it 2day :D

so let the past be the past

i'll forget what happened today
and enjoy myself 2mrw
im not that STUPID to go ruin my holiday myself

still not done with my holiday homework xD

off to playing games xD

signing off,
Chi Yan

zzzzz

2010-02-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

so i didnt get to on this afternoon because?

because SOMEONE use the computer
and this SOMEONE use it to play his POKER
from 3pm - 6 pm
while i SIT and ROT while doing HOMEWORK
this SOMEONE hogged the computer
and didnt let ME play because HE wants to play POKER
HE gets to play EVERYDAY for AT LEAST 1 hour 30 minutes
while i only get to play weekends and fridays with only a MAXIMUM of 5 - 6 hours
not only THAT
this SOMEONE also hogged the computer during WEEKENDS
just to play POKER
Poker for 3 hours straight
and this SOMEONE is not even a teeny-weeny BORED

POKER SUCKS
POKER SUCKS
POKER SUCK SUCK SUCK!

i cna do this the whole day
but i dont think u guys wanna hear me whine anymore

pissed/ HATES POKER,
Chi Yan ANTI-POKER

ps: the poker i mention is the gambling poker not the person who pokes another person

sigh

2010-02-05T17:35:00.000+08:00

my life in form 4
is plain L-I-F-E-L-E-S-S!
now only february!
then march? april? may?
what will happen to me?

everyday i also do homework!
when my aunt call me and like ask me
what are u doing?
and straight away i answered 'homework'
without any hesitation ==
cause I AM doing homework!
the only thing i cna do while doing homework is
reply a SMS

answering a phone call will only end FAST
cause i'll be saying
sorry la i doing homework, call u back next time
if sms. at least i will keep replying :D

and if im online!
most probably i'll reply
unless im playing SA / maple / whatever games

im saying all these is
just so that
u wont think im angry at you just because i didnt reply (this one is specifically for that PARTICULAR person who think im angry at he/she just because i didnt reply)
not gonna say who is that PARTICULAR person
its for YOUR sake.. im just protecting YOUR identity for YOUR sake
so dont blame me!
im not those people
who ignore people on MSN just because im angry ==

well, i guess this is all i wanna explain :D

off to SA,
Chi Yan

lookie xD

2010-01-31T16:47:00.000+08:00

look what i ate last week for lunch

to be precise.. 23rd january

which means its a saturday?

yea saturday! the saturday that we got school!

thats all for this post... :D

Byeeee,

Chi Yan

walao

2010-01-29T17:29:00.000+08:00

school is getting worse and worse
i dont know when is it gonna be worst
but its definitely going worse and worse!

mountain of homeworks!
it just keeps growing!

and do u know how did i manage to finish it?

i sacrificed my nap for that! T.T

scary mountain of homework!
and add maths is definitely driving me mad
whoopedoo

and im starting to develop an interest in bio =X

nothing much happened this week!
except for the fact that Becca (Rebecca Tan) chewed my hand!

now the part she bite bruised == blue black ==

i guess thats all for this post :D

Signing off,
Chi Yan (still loves Twilight) :D

ooh la la

2010-01-23T16:17:00.000+08:00

I've done all my homework(s)
except for chemistry module book!

TIME TO CELEBRATE! xD

this week booring ==

so i guess my blog is goin dead soon!

if i dont get something to blog about

any ideas? anything u guys want me to blog about?
leave me messages in my cbox
will appreaciate it :D

thats all for this lame post,

bye

signing off,
Chi Yan

GAH!

2010-01-16T13:35:00.000+08:00

Should i switch to sub science or stay in pure science?

yea that question came to my mind the moment someone told me we can still change
our class
and the deadline is next monday

well,
lets hope i made up my mind
and wont regret whatever my decision is!

deciding,
Chi Yan

a week has passed

2010-01-08T15:47:00.000+08:00

a week has passed and i dont believe it...
i fell asleep while readin twilight just now!
second time already
maybe im too tired.......

hows my class?
well, as i always say
i might be smiling-smiling in front of u
but u'll never know what am i thinking

nothing really happened this week
other than teacher giving homeworks
me doing homework
BOOOORING

and teacher keep saying we honeymoon in form 4
who says we honeymoon?!
they give so much homework
where got time to honeymoon!

this week is really really boring
i have nothing else to blog!

bb people!

tired N bored,
Chi Yan ):

oh who cares.

2010-01-02T15:36:00.000+08:00

seriously, who cares what class i enter?
as long as they provide subject that i wanna learn
isnt that enough?

if i am confirmed to be in 4Belian
so?
whats the diff between 4C and 4B?
both also pure science class
why isnt it enough?

who knows,if I AM in 4B
i might actually study so much better than i am now

im not gonna make any new year resolution
cause i dont care ==
i'll do what i must
and get on with life

just looking forward to 2011
who knows.. it might be better

theres so many things out there that i dont know...

im betrayed..
im dissapointed...
im just plain depressed..

bad start for a new year...

thanks shye wei for being there with me
when i really really had no where else to go
and really had no one that i really want to talk to

although it didnt really heal my wound
but at least it soothes the pain

nothing can help me now
only time can do what i cant

sitting in a corner and sulk doesnt help anything
it might make me worse
because it means i've got no other choice

i know its really childish to express my feelings here
but..
where else can i go?

depressed,
chi yan ):

oooooohh

2009-12-29T15:09:00.000+08:00

i didnt know that i could create wonders :D

Holidays had been booooring :D
the early holidays was fun!
cause i was readin the twilight series!
credits to shye wei and yen ling for borrowing me their books! THANKS BABES!

then the mid holidays starts to get boring!
cause i finished the books
and! my private server is DOWN!
therefore!

i started playing SA :D
*pang pang pang*
charnie died :D
*pang pang pang*
i died ==
u see yenling like so innocent type
when she SA.. WALAO!
i tell u! she TOTAL DIFFERENT!
damn PRO!
keep aiming peoples HEAD! T.T
im 1 of the victims :D

end of holidays!
re-reading twilight!
so it was definitely FUN FUN FUN!

didnt really get to go out with friends this year!
not like last year.. we went sunway
this year they all go CF
since my pocket is EMPTY
i cant go :x

sometimes i do believe that
my friendship between everyone i know especially cl,cn,sy,shye wei,and yl
is always tested
who knows.. maybe god is trying to test our bond?

anyhow! As Cl said!
glad that we fought!
theres always a HOT BURNING SUN after the COLD SCARY STORM!
our ship used to be made from hmm.... something low-class?
NOW UPGRADE ALREADY!
our ship is made of Mega Strong ORIHALCON! and orihalcons are pinkish purple (:

cn, i wont drag u in!! ur friendship and mine will nv sink!
its made of special PURPLE TITANIUM STEEL!

sy,i wont let anything spoil our friendship!
its PRECIOUS! its made of ultra super SPECIAL shining GOLD (:

and thanks shye wei for being honest to me!
love ya! im not gonna be pushy!
our ship is made of paper ):
BUT! ITS HIGH CLASS PAPER!
Iron-like paper! (: its one and only!

and yl, nothing will ruin our friendship!
U HAVE TO BE ON THE SAME SHIP AS MINE! xD
i sit what ship u sit what ship!
if im on a sinking sampan u also must follow! xD
but we're definitely on a Luxurious Silver Ferry (:

haha!

i cant think of anymore special names for a SPECIAL SHIP we could owned together ):
To everyone of my PRETTY/HANDSOME friends (:
U and I are 100% sure on a ULTRA-MITHRIL SAMPAN! WOOHOO!
u sink i sink!
u float i float!

hahahaha guys! HAHAHA!
thats for for this ship-py post!

bye guys!

FLOATING ON PERFECT-MITHRIL SAMPAN,
Chi Yan the Captain of PMS (Perfect-Mithril Sampan) (:

100th POST! TA-DA!

2009-12-27T14:36:00.000+08:00

I hereby present to you

My very own 100th POST! WOOHOO!
now lets sit and wait to see what I have to say for this very honourable day!

now, Firstly *clear throats*
I bought....

TENG TENG TENG

Twilight (Movie Tie-In) with the very epic poster!
and and and
New Moon (Movie Tie-In) with another very epic poster
at KINOKUNIYA (KLCC)

woohooo~!

kinokuniya FTW....

i went in the store.. its darn huge! i dont know how to look!!
so.. my dad says we use the computer they provide to search!
and i typed in Twilight by Stephenie Meyer
and! the result showed up!
and theres a TICK at the stock slot which means they have stock!
and then a huge smile went across my face :)
i clicked and saw the epic movie cover!
it says its at the bestseller shelf :D
bestselling folks! Twilight is best selling!

so we went to the Bestselling shelf
were they lying to me? i dont see any of the twilight series on that shelf ==
so i asked the people working there

me: do u have twilight movie tie in?
the lady: oh *walks off to somewhere*

and she dissapeared!
the moment when she said oh was VERY DARN EPIC!
its like WOAH! THE MOMENT OF TRUTH!

and i took it! and got the wrong message
its says EXCLUSIVE POSTER INSIDE
and i saw
exclusive of poster inside
and so i was like asking

me: do u have the one with poster?
the lady: no this one only
me: this is the last one?
the lady: no, we still have more
:D:D

and of course.. DUH i bought it at 10.57am(according to the receipt)

then we shop and shop and shop

and! we meet up with my mum ( yes we always separate when we shop)
and she was like.. buy la! buy the second one la!
and there we go
from G floor climb back up to 4th floor!
and then i bought new moon! at 11.58am ( according to the receipt)

so.. it took me 1 hour to rethink xD

and so we went home and i wrapped the beautiful books
and i dont know where to put the PRETTY POSTER
so i just left it in the book itself :D
and i just noticed!
the poster got 2 diff sides!
and i lurve it!

wooh! im darn happy now!

well i guess thats all for this PERFECT 100th post!

Happy,
Chi Yan :D

oh...

2009-12-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

oh.. i just noticed
the last piece of happy land in my world
is..
my very own twilight happy land ==

Am i the First? O_O

2009-12-23T17:19:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to The Pretty Girl Named LOK YEN LING

Now, i know she got many "secret admirer(S)" out there *winks*
to those "secret admirer(S)" DONT RIP THIS FROM MY BLOG
before Yen Ling and I starts murdering YOU. yea i meant YOU
We are VERY lethal and we mean it

ok before she kills me
here's a pretty picture of her

To my dear friend Yen Ling, Happy Birthday!

Hope u get 7As today at 10am!
The time now is 12am Midnight on Dec 24 2009 :D

This Yen Ling .. i tell u something bout her...
shes ONE and ONLY! :D WOOHOO!

Dear Yen Ling,
i love you as much as you love me!
and you knew it!

Lastly, Have a Sexy Birthday Bitch! :D

Going to bed for THA day 2mrw :D,
Chi Yan says Happy Birthday to Yen Ling :D

im the 1st right? O_O
i dont mind whether im the 1st or not! Its the thoughts that counts! :D
its seriously 12.06am now.. im tired! bye!

*EDITS*
PHOTO CREDIT TO ERN! SORRY I RIPPED!
YEN LING's PROPERTY(picture) = ERN PROPERTY NOT MINE!
SORRY ERN! ><

:D or D;

2009-12-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

in less than 24 hours
we're gonna get out PMR result
i just dont know what to say

im not worried nor stressed
perhaps not YET D;

for those who actually sees this post

go earlier to school 2mrw! :D
lets go earlier and chat or do something together
it might be the last chance of the year (:

im going at around 9am
gonna wake up at 8am maybe
then get ready and have breakfast
then i should be at school t around 9 (:

gonna give SOMEBODY her BIRTHDAY PRESENT!
:D
Happy Birthday Yen Ling! :D
Tell me am i the 1st! AM i the 1st? D:
will post up a POST dedicated to YOU later on (:

im kinda lazy now or should i say BUSY
im making so many many lil socks :D

off to making the socks (:

Happy Bday Yen Ling and Merry Xmas PEOPLE!

Chi Yan

lol

2009-12-20T15:04:00.000+08:00

went sunway today with my family
then i purposely went to the CF entrance
to try my luck..
who knows i might see anyone of u guys cosplaying
then i was gazing
and i saw
Kye Chin running with her katana
i eyed on her and saw everyone
lol..
I said Hi like an idiot and went off
called aaron gay ==
Ying was like asking me: eh, i thought u werent coming
i was like : oh nononon i came with my family (means i cant go)
lol!

then i went off
shopping
bought something for someone
now lets hope she love it

my SA is fixed and so i can play

4 more days.. to the horrible day that we somehow awaited ==
after that, we're gonna separate
some might go other classes
some go science social classes
some go science classes
all different

now lets pray to god that our "wonderful" memory together in 3S
stays in our heart and soul forever (:

remember who i was, i will be different from now. I am a definite no-no for a good friend

i dont get it

2009-12-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

i didnt dream about Twilight book last night

but, i dreamt i was somewhat Bella
i dreamt my blood was being taken by some bad people

since my blood was being drained,so i was very weak.
i couldnt do anything..i was too weak to move.. i was stuck in a lying posture
i saw tubes all over both of my arms...
my blood were being transfered away...

i was so weak that i finally let my eyes closed shut
suddenly, i felt a gush of wind.
i opened my eyes(in my dream)
and then only i realised that Rosalie was giving me a piggy back ride
she was running in super speed
and i was screaming cause it felt like roller coaster
then i saw everyone running around too
i forgot who was running in my dream.. but definitely some of u guys

then we gathered around a campfire
they were talking..
i said i was tired and so i laid down beside Rosalie and let my mind wander
then i saw a blurred image
i felt a sharp pain on my right thigh
when i opened my eyes i saw a zombie.nobody saw it except for me
it bit my thigh ==
Then i was screaming.. Rosalie was shocked...then she carried me in her arms and ran again

this time i wasnt screaming.i was too distracted by the pain
then we reached a hotel..somewhat
she went into the lift and lay me down
i sat up
then we've already reached dont know what floor
Rosalie carried me out and let me sit on a chair
i said i was hungry
and she gave me somewhat a piece of something
i ate it while she wrapped my bloody thigh
i was twitching everytime the bandage touched

Then she said we have to go
and i was on her back again...
then she brought me to a place which i dont know
and all of us sat around a big round table
i was sitting on the most luxurious chair(i dont know why,maybe im some sort of VIP)
i remembered that my bro was sitting next to me on the left side and Rosalie sitting on the right side

then,before everyone settled down
i woke up...

its such a weird dream
i hope it continues tonight if posible.. i want to know what happened
i want to know why were we gathering

Sad,
Chi Yan

ugh

2009-12-18T13:17:00.000+08:00

ugh ugh ugh

@&^#!%#!

Dear Twilight,
Please come to my Dream Tonight and tell me where can i get u?
After that, make sure i remembered what i dreamt about
Then i can go buy~

Thats all i want from u Oh Dear Twilight for Xmas (:

THANK YOU!

2009-12-16T13:33:00.000+08:00

Arigatou Gozaimasu!

THANKS for all the lovely present (except for Yen Ling present)

Thanks Sook Yii! LOVE THA MONKEY TO THE FULLEST! and the unexceptionaly warm hug(:
Thanks Shye Wei for the cute and yet FRAGILE photo frame!
Thanks Min Shen for the present although i havent claim it yet ==
Thanks Yen Ling .. I CANT SOLVE THE FREAKIN CUBE! @#^!%
Thanks EVERY SINGLE ONE who wished me!
Thanks to THE ppl who sang bday song for me real LOUD for me on my bday *glares*
Thanks EVERY SINGLE CLASSMATE N SCHOOLMATE aka PRI-MATE for the bday SMS-es
and lastly Thanks to whoever who made my day on my bday! LOVE YOU GUYS!

Love YOU and YOU and not to forget YOU! and im definitely not forgetting YOU! and also YOU!
and yes, YOU and of course YOU! and lastly Y-O-U! LOL *points at YOU*

if i didnt mention anyone, pls forgive me...

its been a MONTH since my bday :D

WOOH! in a great mood today :D
xDxD
cause of the prezzies xD

nice memory i have!

thats all for this LOVELY post!

BYE,
Chi Yan is happy~

holy cow!

2009-12-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

I just came back from my Grandma Bday Celebration

Holy crap!
i got a stupid flu and a damned sore throat!

NoobMS server is DOWN! i repeat DOWN!
so i cant get married Edward T.T

thats sad!

so i guess tat all for today!

stupid flu ruining my brain for more post content ==

EVIDENCE!

2009-12-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

Oh my Gosh! Oh my Gosh!! OH MY GOSHHH!

Edward in private server OFFICIALLY

PROPOSED TO ME! YAY!

more pic will be up by next post maybe xD

cya guys,

off to my happy land!

ANd im trying to draw a potrait of Edward and Bella AND jacob black

wheeee

off i go..geronimo!,
Chi Yan is VERY happy!

PHEW! JUST CAME BACK! (Genting Trip 5th dec 2009 to 6th dec 2009)

2009-12-06T19:24:00.000+08:00

i just came back from genting! Damn tired.. zzzzzz

Sorry Yen Ling, no pics taken ==
we didnt even have time to stop for a photo ==

lets see what happened during my trip shall we?

Yesterday, around 3pm started our journey to Genting
seemed too fast to be true.. reached around 4pm ONLY.==
Then we had tea?
Then we have to move around for the stupid things like toilet rolls,kitchen utensils, etc etc

When we go to the so called "office" they said our apartment only 2 rooms
means we can only get 2 toilet rolls but HELLO! 11 people only 2?
we actually wanted like 8? cause we need to wipe hand or anything..
then my cousin bro said "si fatt sang chong"(butt grow pimple? in cantonese)
then they said 3 only == SHIT THEM! KEDEKUT PUNYA ORANG!
(but of course they dont know we got 11 people with us,i mean like 2 rooms 11 people..imposible?)

okay skip that! we er had steamboat as dinner.. we ate like at 8pm?
I WAS SO DAMN HUNGRY T.T
After that we went first world for shopping
We kids (theres like 6 of us) played bumper cars!

and and and go back apartment
then supper
I had a cup noodle and a bowl of red bean soup.. told u im hungry

then we watched tv till 2am
then sleep

SLEEPING IN GENTING WITH 6 PPL IS THE WORST NIGHTMARE I EVER HAD!
nope,i didnt see any ghost or monster or demon or cockroach
my aunty is like a sleeping DINOSAUR!
she snores like soooooo DAMN LOUD!
i cant even sleep!
instead my bro and I started giggling..
then my mum joined the giggling ==

then sleep till 10am
woke up for breakfast!
then then then we checked out

afetr that we went first world more EVEN MORE shopping
and we played one more round of bumper car xD
then we go Bukit tinggi for lunch
and guess whats the time when we have lunch? 4pm

so now, i dont need dinner

i guess thats my trip in a brief way

see ya guys~ im so very tired now

Tired,
Chi Yan wants to watch new moon

wheee~ i told u so!

2009-12-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

YAY! i found Edward in private server! wheeee~

TADA! hahahahahaha!

incase u dont believe me.. maybe u think i use photoshop or something

here's another one

wheeeeeeeeeeee~

i think im going genting tomorrow (5th Dec 2009)

so i think i WONT online 2mrw~

i think i will be back by sunday?

OH YA! and i went for a little party (i consider it as a reunion party though)

with my Great friends!

namely Michelle Yong(chickenator) Roveen (the pussypussypussypoo) Min Shen (min fan poh a.k.a flour aunty) and Rovea (harry potter?) AND ME! (doggiedoggiedoo a.k.a bitch ==)

picture might be up if i get it from min shen.. MIN SHEN! FASTER SEND THE PHOTOS! :D

I WANT BACK PHOTO OF ME! (incase u blackmail me or something XD)

MICHELLE YONG! FASTER SEND ME "MY" PHOTO!

IM GONNA KILL U IF U DONT XD

thats all for today... (:

Still Loving Twilight,

Chi Yan The Crazy Fan?

WOOH! look who i've found!

2009-12-02T15:24:00.000+08:00

While i was playing private server,I saw Edward! YAY! But i didnt have chnace to take a screenshot photo with him! so sad!

BUT! Look who i saw instead!

............

...........................

WAIT FOR IT!

...................

TADA! ROSALIE! XD
yea, dont have ask to me,xBellax is my character in private server =.=

LOOK AT MY GUILD! xD Look at hers! Shes joining MINE SOON! AHAHA XD

My readin progress of Breaking Dawn~
SPOILER ALERT TO THOSE WHO HAVENT READ THE TWILIGHT SERIES YET!

(highlight to see if u are THAT curious :D )
Breaking Dawn~ read till the part where she became vampire! But i have YET to discover whats her ability!

Btw, who havent watch new moon???? if u wanna watch with me~ please tell me~

I will TRY to make another outing! cause i HAVENT WATCH NEW MOON!

I am NOT booking any tickets! we're just gonna go when things cool down!

And, went Tim's house for bbq party~ had quite a lot fun~

We played the game called 'current'? then my turn to take bottle!

My opponent is... YEN LING! 2 rounds also i grab the bottle before she did! HA! XD

After that,

Went Char nie and char lie's house to see their rabbit! SOOOOOOOOOOOOO FLUFFY! the rabbit fur VERY SUPER SOFT! but it doesnt follow me T.T

I tried calling it.... no respond... my bro call.. straight away respond =.=

i call again.. RAN AWAY FROM ME! wargh! NOOOOOOO! T.T

I think thats all for today~

Bye all~

Twihard,

Chi Yan Lurve Twilight!

Progress~

2009-11-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

So now Breakin Dawn i've read till the part where Bella DRANK blood! OMGGGGGG!

OKAY! Dun give me spoiler! and let my adrenaline continues~

BTW, i think i wont be here this weekend. I think im goin genting~

This Friday! goin mdm sam(my ex-mandarin teacher) house and party~
or some sort of reunion! whee~ miss the peeps a lot!
wheee~ food party~ anyway, lets pray mdm sam doesnt kill me for quitting! Xd
pray she wont force me to speak mandarin to her! XD
dont worry! MY MANDARIN DONT SUCK YET! IM STILL FINE WITH IT!
so i wont be around from 3pm to 5pm cause im party-ING!

bb cya guys~

*edit*
btw, i prefer being called Twilight Freak or TwiHard rather than Maple freak NOW!
IM TOTALLY DISTRACTED BY TWILIGHT THAT MAPLE IS ALMOST nothing to me right now! (:
WOOH! TWILIGHT RoCK MY WoRLD!~

<3 Twilight,
Chi Yan The Unofficial TwiHards

LAZY! Twilight <3

2009-11-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

LAZY TO POST IT UP!

Will post whatever that MONSTER did to me when i feel like it!
and not now! very lazy now~

So now, im currently enjoying myself in my happy twilight land~
lalalal~

I went Mid Valley MPH! NO TWILIGHT!
I went Sunway MPH and POPULAR! POPULAR only sells books from Atom and not from Little Brown Books! So forget it! I WONT BUY IT FROM YOU!
MPH only sells the OLD version of twilight, I want the FKIN MOVIE COVER! FORGET IT! NO MOVIE COVER! IM NOT BUYING FROM U TOO!

so now, probably goin subang to check~

I WILL TRY TO GO BEYOND MY LIMITS! TO ACHIEVE WHAT I WANT!

Wait for me dear twilight! I am on my way!

So now, im watching the newspaper like mad!
Now, I have one small stack of news bout new moon~ <3<3
While u all went to watch new moon, i was stuck at my house's storeroom
searching and searching for news bout new moon~
found quite a lot~

Twilight series readin in progress,currently readin BREAKING DAWN chap 11
Chap 11 still in book 2! means we're readin it in a point of view from jacob!
WHY BOOK 3 NOT EDWARD! XD nvm i prefer Bella anyway XD but that doesnt mean i dun LOVE Edward <3 XD Still love him! but i prefer Bella XD

okay, im think im going nuts soon~
I WANT TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!

I MUST PULL MYSELF TOGETHER!
OKAY,back to searching which mph outlet is selling twilight with movie cover~

Twilight Addicted,
Chi Yan <3 Edward too!

Haiz

2009-11-28T14:17:00.000+08:00

Im gonna post about something that has been buggin me for a while now..
will post it later..
not in a mood now...

That Was F-U-N! (20 Nov 2009)

2009-11-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

After ONE LONG MONTH OF NOT BLOGGING! IM BACK!
HERE"S TODAY STORY!

So far in my life, there Had NEVER been any friends of mine entering the compund of my house before.

Actually, Shye Wei is the first. She came to send me my homework. That was before pmr and she didnt even go inside my house. Just outside my gate. Remember that time i was sick? then i got 3 days holidays ealier. I WAS SO SICk! I REMEMBERED IT VERY WELL! my fever reached 38.9 celcius I was so sick! yet she send me homeworks. so sad!

BTW,TODAY! ON 21 NOVEMBER 2009! friends officially INSIDE my house!
Am i happy? SURE I DO!

I woke up at 10.30am today.. LOL minutes before they came (12.30pm) i made green tea lemonade for them (cn,cl,yl,sw)

SORRY IF I DIDNT INVITE ANY OF U! SORRY! D;

Anyway, first to reach was Char Lie and Char Nie at around 12.33pm.. Next was Yen Ling at around 12.37pm Last one to reach was Shye wei which was around 12.41pm XD

Then, they all took a little tour on their own around my house..lol
Then they all played some computer games before we started our movie mania...

First we watched Mall Cop! XDXD .. Very funny la XD

At round 1.45pm we had lunch!
My mum actually didnt planned to make the fried chicken.. but due to my goos massagin service! SHE VERY GOOD MOOD! So she decided to make! wheee~

After watching Mall Cop, we watched Get Smart!
Half way through, Char Nie and Char Lie got to go to Chee Hoe's place.. So they left first..

We finished watching at around 4.30pm ++

Then we on my computer and My PlayStation1 and then we played some games
Shye wei played PowerPuffGirls on my PS1 XDXD!! ROFLMAO LOL!
Then Yen Ling played Battlefield on my computer! Luck not on her side! Battlefield lag! AHAHAHAHAHAHAH! And Yen Ling beat my bro in Digimon Rumble Arena on Ps1 . She Won! LOL

Then, i showed them private server! SYOK!

At 5.15pm, shye wei's mum called .. Her mum said my name! er.. chi yan ar? sye wei there? XDXD weird to have someone's mom to call ur name! weird!

Yen Ling went home at around 1740hours XDXD (Yen Ling i know u hate this)
After they went home i bathe...

Then my mum and dad went out for some dinner

So i had dinner at home with bro!
After dinner, i watched Twilight with my bro... SYOK~

Next,now im bloggin here!

OVERALL, I HAD FUN!!!!!! WOOOOOOH!

BTW, thanks for everything on my BDAY!THANKS TO EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U who wished me,hugged me, gave me presents (: ,sang bday song for me AND sms-ed bday wishes to me!

LAST, IM ADDICTED TO TWILIGHT SERIES!

I LOVE TWILIGHT
I <3 TWILIGHT
I HEARTS TWILIGHT
I ENJOY TWILIGHT
I LIKE ALMOST ANYTHING BOUT TWILIGHT

SAVE ME! <3<3<3<3<3 TWILIGHT <3<3<3<3<3

If u guys have anything related to twilight series that u dont want anymore
eg:newspaper cut-out/ magazines / cd(if u dun want) /pictures /posters and more
PLEASE GIMME! D;

AND AND AND

Any Twilight Saga related videos,pics.. If u are free, DO send to me through email/msn/whatever u have to get it to me or just send me a link to the source!

THANKS IF YOU ARE HELPING ME WITH MY CRAVING FOR TWILIGHT STUFFS! LOVE YOU GUYS! <3

Twilight Fan,
Chi Yan the Addicted

PMR IS OVER

2009-10-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

After resisting and resisting!
PMR IS O-V-E-R !

OVER ALREADY!

Finally over.

so now i can finally enjoy!
my maple
my crave of crafting
my computer games
my cuckoo-ness
my..
EVERY SINGLE THING THAT KEEPS ME HAPPY!^^

ok, gtg enjoy myself
bye guys!

Happy,
Chi Yan

AH!

2009-09-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO!
Finally i am fre to blog! HEY GUYS!
hows it going?

OK I KNOW I KNOW!
i wasnt feeling okay this morning
BUT

NOW IM FEELING WAY MUCH BETTER ALREADY!
LOLOLOLOLOLOL

hmmm
actually
i also dono wat to blog about
nothing much happen in my life now

Everyday
all i do is
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
cause
Roveen and Michelle Yong say they will chop my head if i dont get 7A

And and and IM GONNA GET A LAPPY FROM MY MUM IF I GET 7A!
here's my request:
I WAN DELL!
I WAN IT BLACK OR SKY BLUE!
I WAN WITH WEBCAM!
I WAN WIRELESS!

LOL
hey

Guess what?
Yen Ling is a dog abuser
She forced Bruno to smile! LOL
u should see the picture!
u can see it in her file .. LOL

okay! thats all today for my boring and lifeless life!
AFTER PMR!
i shall be resurrected!
I SHALL BE CHI YAN THE MAPLE FREAK!
lol

thats after PMR
so for now!
I SHALL STUDY!
ok bb

boring and lifeles,
Chi Yan

OMG!

2009-08-14T16:37:00.000+08:00

exam gonna finish soon!

PMR is awaiting for us!

59 more days!

okay.. i have a lot to blog today!
I've been keeping very long!
always forget to blog bout these stuff... so...

but this time im lazy

next time
i'll do it next time

but
there;s something i really cant resist saying

CAUTION: this passage below is not suitable for 'SOME' people

finally
god has answered our prayers
the 'you-know-who'
you know
the one always on stage scolding prefects!
aiya i know you know!

HE FINALLY GONE WOOHOO!!!
he's gona to a better place
and now
our school will TOO be a better place for US!
YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
YAHOOO
YAY
HIP HIP HOORAY!!!!!!!

happy :D,
Chi Yan